I really adore these gifs, so I want to start this post from them:
(c) addictedtodrama.tumblr
So my sweet, pretty boy is already 27 years old, huh? Sorry, but you're too adorable to be 6years older than me. It would be too unfair!
But I guess I need to face (to face) the truth and admit that you're just perfect human being and age means nothing to you.
You just get classier and more handsome with every year, so thank you for giving me everyday more reasons to flail...
... and love you even harder. I so many times I lied to myself that that's it! I reached the limit of my love for Kame, but then he goes all
and I find myself on the ground, rolling, drolling and begging for mercy.
Last year my bday post for Kame (
here) contained mainly gratitude for Kame for saving me. Even though, I still am, because I wouldn't be the person I am if not him, I don't whine anymore how bad my life was around time I discovered KAT-TUN. This time I want to simply flail.
My love for this man is beyond any words and I'm scared that if I try to put into sentences how safe I feel everytime I think about him, it'll lose its special meaning. But I'm sure feelings will win anyway and I'll kill the beauty of what I feel with my unskillful scribbles.
Maybe this is also the reason twitter's character limit makes it easier for me. Iwrite what is important, without thousands of digressions. Like this one. *chooses Kame's gif to somehow get back on track with her post*
Recently I've noticed that this hardworking man made me understand that if I put a lot of effort in... one thing, I can still pursue a dream I've given up on long time ago. I already did all preparations, took care of official papers and from now on everything depends on me. Seeing Kazuya working hard, just like he always does, will keep me motivated. And if everything goes fine, I'm pretty sure that next year I'll have a gratitude post for Kame's bday again. ;-)
Tempation strikes again... It's impossible to count how many times this man awoken feelings I never thought that can exist. I smiled, I laughed, I cried, I got annoyed, I was perverted.. to name a few. All because of this one man. Who is fully aware what he does to person who adore him to bits. Kame knows how to use it and does that without any regrets. He knows it only makes me love him more.
Wish I found you ealier. I even can't imagine how I could survive through my day before I first set my eyes on you. Wish I wasn't so freaking stubborn with not watching dramas never again, because of failure with Sailor Moon Live Action. To think I could have been a happy person many years ago! Watching you become mature, changing from teenager to full-grown man. I'll forever regret that. The fact I've already watched all videos from that time, doesn't make me feel better. It hurts me that I couldn't be here when they were aired for the first time.
To support you and enjoy every minute of you being happy and accomplished.
Does this post get too long? It doesn't, right? Right?!
I know that most of the things I wrote here doesn't make sense or are so obvious that everyone get all "and who doesn't feel that way?!", but I seriously want to let this all out and do the 'obvious flailing'. Just look at this cute guy and suddenly all deep words and great poems will disappear from your mind. He's distracting and you have to admit that.
Okay, this post is short after all. Gifs just give a feeling like it's long. I'll end my flailing here anyway, because gotta save some randomness for twitter ;-)
Kamenashi Kazuya,
You gorgeous man.
I wish you all the best this year.
Even more occassions to show up in drama, movies, CMs, PVs, tv shows... and whatever else you want. Just remember to also take care of your body. Staying healthy is more important than anything else. Don't forget that!
You're great and I will always love you whatever you do, whoever you'll become.
Thank you for everything and let's have together another great year!
To twitter folks:
1. Unlock your accounts.
2. Start flailing.
3. Add
#happykameday #亀梨くん祝27歳 to every tweet.
4. Have fun and spread the love! ♥