Crazy Times...
Been a while since i actually wrote in this thingy, but nothing really changed...Margo borke up /w her bf....mom's still being lame....umm, i met one of margos friends online "Joni" her name is shes pretty fucking kool, shes i guess interested in the "SHEET" i write...but yeah.. i dunno if she's doing it for pitty, or if she really likes them.... but w/e its been a while since someone actually took notice to my feelings and stuff, so i just gave up on trying to "feel" anything anymore... umm, i've written alot more since well "the things" that have happend....umm Dana, still hasnt called me...the makes my self esteem skyrocket...(sarcasim)..
I really dont know what else to say... i'll type somethnig i wrote....
Ma Sheet-'-'-'-'><>
Flipping over and over through the thoughts liek reading a book i've read everyday of my life..knowing exactally whats going to happen next. The trust i put into the closeness between us, the secrets i've kept between us... Am i what your looking for? I will be there to aid you in anything, and be proud to be with you... But these eyes that peer are like nightmares with souls peer into our lives. The affection my heart shows you is slowing dissapearing like a sicken caused by the nightmares.... i'm not sure i am the person you want me to be, i know who i want to be, and thats myself...Not who i NEED to be, but WHO I AM....
Yeah i have trust issues, and they only get worse...haha
Chocolate eyes, for Carmel kisses
-CJ
I really dont know what else to say... i'll type somethnig i wrote....
Ma Sheet-'-'-'-'><>
Flipping over and over through the thoughts liek reading a book i've read everyday of my life..knowing exactally whats going to happen next. The trust i put into the closeness between us, the secrets i've kept between us... Am i what your looking for? I will be there to aid you in anything, and be proud to be with you... But these eyes that peer are like nightmares with souls peer into our lives. The affection my heart shows you is slowing dissapearing like a sicken caused by the nightmares.... i'm not sure i am the person you want me to be, i know who i want to be, and thats myself...Not who i NEED to be, but WHO I AM....
Yeah i have trust issues, and they only get worse...haha
Chocolate eyes, for Carmel kisses
-CJ