Hm...
Today I woke up feeling the best I've felt in a long time. It was like, everything was just right. I woke up, read some of my current book (I'm re-reading Harry Potter right now), made some breakfast, and am currently enjoying a cup of tea. The only thing missing was the meaningless TV while I ate my breakfast (eggs and homefries!).
Maybe it's because I've finally started reclaiming this apartment. I spent a good chunk of yesterday cleaning and putting up decorations. It's not that I'm trying to erase someone from this place--on the contrary--but I figure if I'm the only person living here, I might as well make it my own, right? Or maybe it's because I woke up today know that I don't have to do anything. I'll probably go to school later on and take care of my PO, and I'll probably go to the laundromat and maybe the grocery store, but I don't have to if I don't want to. Heck, I could sit right here in my pjs all day if I wanted to! (which, btw, I bought myself an absolutely adorable nightie...it's blue and yellow and happy!) Maybe it's because I did something on my big list last night (I popped popcorn in a pan! And it was yummy!).
All I know is right now, everything feels right. I know that not everything actually is right in my world...a couple certain people are not living up to my expectations at the moment, and I have a huge amount of work I need t do at school, not to mention I'm counting down the days until I get my first paycheck of the school year (Wednesday can't come soon enough!); it's just a feeling.
I like that feeling.
Maybe it's because I've finally started reclaiming this apartment. I spent a good chunk of yesterday cleaning and putting up decorations. It's not that I'm trying to erase someone from this place--on the contrary--but I figure if I'm the only person living here, I might as well make it my own, right? Or maybe it's because I woke up today know that I don't have to do anything. I'll probably go to school later on and take care of my PO, and I'll probably go to the laundromat and maybe the grocery store, but I don't have to if I don't want to. Heck, I could sit right here in my pjs all day if I wanted to! (which, btw, I bought myself an absolutely adorable nightie...it's blue and yellow and happy!) Maybe it's because I did something on my big list last night (I popped popcorn in a pan! And it was yummy!).
All I know is right now, everything feels right. I know that not everything actually is right in my world...a couple certain people are not living up to my expectations at the moment, and I have a huge amount of work I need t do at school, not to mention I'm counting down the days until I get my first paycheck of the school year (Wednesday can't come soon enough!); it's just a feeling.
I like that feeling.