[Private; Difficult to hack] Just Some Updates
[Asch was a bit careless in putting this away, given his haste, but his entry is still relatively hard to access. One would have to enter his room during his absence in order to find it. Asch does take care to lock up when he leaves an empty room, so one would probably have to either try to read it in Ion's presence or break in.]
I had another one of those weird dreams last night, but I don't remember much of it now that I've been awake for a while. It might have been like the ones from before, but it's hard to say, since I don't really remember much about it. I just know that I woke with a start in the middle of the night. It must not have been that bad, since I fell asleep soon after.
I was looking through this journal recently and found some strange entries...I don't remember writing those or even seeing them, even though I do remember writing things between then and now. I wonder if that happened because of the negativity. Now that they're visible, I guess that means I'm really feeling better--no more of that idiocy from earlier. I've started sleeping again at night...maybe a little too much.
Back to the entries: My first instinct was to rip them out and burn them. They're weird, since I didn't really write them. One of them was written in my handwriting from my childhood...but I never wrote that entry at that age. And one of them was from Eldrant, around the time those soldiers attacked. It's not like I would have had the time to write that even if had wanted to bother with it in the first place--
[Some ink is spilled across the page. It also happens to bleed through onto the following pages.]
This mutt's a nuisance to keep. I should have never let the Fon Master bring him back! There's fur everywhere, and this morning it was sleeping on my Maestro Robes. I'll talk to the Fon Master about it later, but for now, I'm just going to try to shut it up somehow...It's barking, and I heard someone yell at it to be quiet. That wasn't directed at the wolf...
[The entry is cut short here. Asch must have had reason to end it abruptly, as it also happens to be shoved in the place in which he normally keeps it.]
I had another one of those weird dreams last night, but I don't remember much of it now that I've been awake for a while. It might have been like the ones from before, but it's hard to say, since I don't really remember much about it. I just know that I woke with a start in the middle of the night. It must not have been that bad, since I fell asleep soon after.
I was looking through this journal recently and found some strange entries...I don't remember writing those or even seeing them, even though I do remember writing things between then and now. I wonder if that happened because of the negativity. Now that they're visible, I guess that means I'm really feeling better--no more of that idiocy from earlier. I've started sleeping again at night...maybe a little too much.
Back to the entries: My first instinct was to rip them out and burn them. They're weird, since I didn't really write them. One of them was written in my handwriting from my childhood...but I never wrote that entry at that age. And one of them was from Eldrant, around the time those soldiers attacked. It's not like I would have had the time to write that even if had wanted to bother with it in the first place--
[Some ink is spilled across the page. It also happens to bleed through onto the following pages.]
This mutt's a nuisance to keep. I should have never let the Fon Master bring him back! There's fur everywhere, and this morning it was sleeping on my Maestro Robes. I'll talk to the Fon Master about it later, but for now, I'm just going to try to shut it up somehow...It's barking, and I heard someone yell at it to be quiet. That wasn't directed at the wolf...
[The entry is cut short here. Asch must have had reason to end it abruptly, as it also happens to be shoved in the place in which he normally keeps it.]