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[ariotgrows]

i am really restless right now and i have no clue why.. its not a very good feeling. I hate the fact that i missed out on two really good shows this weekend, and i hate the fact that i missed out on the mjc2k4 beatdown number 2. i hate the fact that everyone is going to be talking about it for the rest of week and i am going to feel left out cause i wasnt there. i hate the fact that i am not going to be here for a lot of this christmas break because im going with my cousins to quebec. dont get me wrong, quebec is going to be really fun, but i will most likely miss out on more stuff, but whatever. i hate the fact that i have to work on christmas day at 10 oclock in the morning. i hate the fact that i dont have a girlfriend and havent had a girl friend since i started highschool. i hate the fact that i missed the o.c. party. i hate the fact that i have school till the 23rd. i hate the fact that im not really good at something, and that im just ok at a couple things.
i know that i am the last person that should be compaining. It isnt fair for me to complain at all because really, there is nothing big enough for me to complain about. but i do anyway...im sorry