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1. i really am not happy with myself right now.
2. ive barely started my applications for college.
the parts i have filled out are the basic information questions.
I'm applying to berklee and if i don't get in there (which i probably won't) i don't know what i will do.
3. i barely do any work in school, and when i come home i don't even take my backpack out of my car.
i have no friends in school. i see louis, kevin, anc, andrew, and shane at lunch sometimes, but besides that the rest of my school days suck.
4. i spend more money than i make = i'm slowly depleting the money i have been saving up for the past 4 or 5 years.
5. I'm not good enough for kritsin. She deserves so much better than what i give her, and i just feel bad. I don't really know how she puts up with me or why she keeps me around because she could easily find someone better.
6. I'm out of shape.
7. I don't really have any good friends. No one ever calls me anymore to hang out or anything. I don't know why. Maybe i'm just no fun. and if thats the case then i would completely understand it.
8. Whales never plays anymore and i hate it. I wish colin didnt have to go to college.
Also, i guess the recording we just did with some guy in west newbury came out really bad. I have no clue how that happend. The rough mix sounded really really good, but i guess he mest it up when he mixed it down. Oh well.
9. Im complaining about everything in my life, when in reality, i shouldn't be complaining about anything at all. I have it so much easier than so many people and i really hate myself for being like this. Im not cool at all.
2. ive barely started my applications for college.
the parts i have filled out are the basic information questions.
I'm applying to berklee and if i don't get in there (which i probably won't) i don't know what i will do.
3. i barely do any work in school, and when i come home i don't even take my backpack out of my car.
i have no friends in school. i see louis, kevin, anc, andrew, and shane at lunch sometimes, but besides that the rest of my school days suck.
4. i spend more money than i make = i'm slowly depleting the money i have been saving up for the past 4 or 5 years.
5. I'm not good enough for kritsin. She deserves so much better than what i give her, and i just feel bad. I don't really know how she puts up with me or why she keeps me around because she could easily find someone better.
6. I'm out of shape.
7. I don't really have any good friends. No one ever calls me anymore to hang out or anything. I don't know why. Maybe i'm just no fun. and if thats the case then i would completely understand it.
8. Whales never plays anymore and i hate it. I wish colin didnt have to go to college.
Also, i guess the recording we just did with some guy in west newbury came out really bad. I have no clue how that happend. The rough mix sounded really really good, but i guess he mest it up when he mixed it down. Oh well.
9. Im complaining about everything in my life, when in reality, i shouldn't be complaining about anything at all. I have it so much easier than so many people and i really hate myself for being like this. Im not cool at all.