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im 17 years old.
its my last summer of highschool.
i have an amazing girlfriend.
i am in a band. which is going really really well. and i love everyone in it.
i really love everyone all of my friends too.
it seems as though ive lost some friends recently. but hopefully....just maybe....i can get them back.
ive been doing a lot of thinking over these past couple of weeks....People have been splitting up, distancing themselves from certain people, and forming secluded/private groups, and you know what guys? its really not worth it. Its not worth it to waste time fighting with your bestfriends about things, that when you think about it, wont (or shouldn't) matter in a month from now. I just think everyone needs to quite being so dramatic and be friends. you really can't/shouldn't waste the kind of friendship that we all have together. its just not worth it. When everyone grows up, goes to college, and meets new people, they are going to compare the new friends that they make, to the friends that we have now, and they will then discover that there is no comparison between the two. Our friends that we have now ( or had in some cases), are (or were) the tightest, most close knit group of friends i have ever seen. and i really have just noticed it. i took it for granted while it was going good, and now i miss it and would seriously do anything to get it back. I can't help from feeling somewhat responsible for the so called "downfall" of our group of friends and im sorry for any pain/fustration/or general confusion or discomfort that i have caused anyone. The point of this entry, or atleast the point i was shooting for, is that i really love everyone of my friends and i just want people to be friends with eachother. This is too good of a thing to just let go of, and say "fuck it, its not worth it." because you know what, it really is worth it. This past year and a half has been the best time of my life and im not willing to just let go of the people who made it so worth while.
i dont know...maybe im the one that has changed. and in that case, tell me what im doing wrong. so maybe i can try to fix things.
i just want you all to know, that you are the best friends that i could ever ask for.
and i just really want to fix things and make things right again.
i dont think i made any sense in this entry what so ever.
(hopefully) your friend,
Dylan
.
its my last summer of highschool.
i have an amazing girlfriend.
i am in a band. which is going really really well. and i love everyone in it.
i really love everyone all of my friends too.
it seems as though ive lost some friends recently. but hopefully....just maybe....i can get them back.
ive been doing a lot of thinking over these past couple of weeks....People have been splitting up, distancing themselves from certain people, and forming secluded/private groups, and you know what guys? its really not worth it. Its not worth it to waste time fighting with your bestfriends about things, that when you think about it, wont (or shouldn't) matter in a month from now. I just think everyone needs to quite being so dramatic and be friends. you really can't/shouldn't waste the kind of friendship that we all have together. its just not worth it. When everyone grows up, goes to college, and meets new people, they are going to compare the new friends that they make, to the friends that we have now, and they will then discover that there is no comparison between the two. Our friends that we have now ( or had in some cases), are (or were) the tightest, most close knit group of friends i have ever seen. and i really have just noticed it. i took it for granted while it was going good, and now i miss it and would seriously do anything to get it back. I can't help from feeling somewhat responsible for the so called "downfall" of our group of friends and im sorry for any pain/fustration/or general confusion or discomfort that i have caused anyone. The point of this entry, or atleast the point i was shooting for, is that i really love everyone of my friends and i just want people to be friends with eachother. This is too good of a thing to just let go of, and say "fuck it, its not worth it." because you know what, it really is worth it. This past year and a half has been the best time of my life and im not willing to just let go of the people who made it so worth while.
i dont know...maybe im the one that has changed. and in that case, tell me what im doing wrong. so maybe i can try to fix things.
i just want you all to know, that you are the best friends that i could ever ask for.
and i just really want to fix things and make things right again.
i dont think i made any sense in this entry what so ever.
(hopefully) your friend,
Dylan
.