welcome back, welcome back, welcome baa-aa-aack
there was a song that went like that. Ummmm to a 70's sitcom? i don't remember....
Life has been weird for me... i feel like i'm in a dream i can't wake up from, mostly bad.
My life is a roller coaster, interspersed with moments of chaos and calm. I hate it, but I'm so used to it, i don't know how to live any other way. Blah...
I'm trying to cut down my good decisons/bad decisions ratio... i would like the scale to be more like this /^\
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But right now its more the opposite. Thirty years of imbalance to work out. *sighz*
Evin never comes here anymore, but i screwed that one up bad. He's marrying someone else this year. *sighz* and all i can do is let him go be happy. I don't want to screw up his life anymore. Blah blah not a good time or day to write.
Thoughts of the day:
I do not need people in my life who consider friendship a convenience.
Letting go of people is extremely hard for me to do.
I love people too hard and too much.
toodles for now....
Life has been weird for me... i feel like i'm in a dream i can't wake up from, mostly bad.
My life is a roller coaster, interspersed with moments of chaos and calm. I hate it, but I'm so used to it, i don't know how to live any other way. Blah...
I'm trying to cut down my good decisons/bad decisions ratio... i would like the scale to be more like this /^\
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(__G__)|
|
|(__B__)
___|___
But right now its more the opposite. Thirty years of imbalance to work out. *sighz*
Evin never comes here anymore, but i screwed that one up bad. He's marrying someone else this year. *sighz* and all i can do is let him go be happy. I don't want to screw up his life anymore. Blah blah not a good time or day to write.
Thoughts of the day:
I do not need people in my life who consider friendship a convenience.
Letting go of people is extremely hard for me to do.
I love people too hard and too much.
toodles for now....