Hmph.
Well, I'm finally seeing online access for the first time in a bit, and I probably won't be regularly online for awhile. New job, new place to live, and newly hated by someone who has all the reason in the world to hate herself instead of me, but whatever.
Abby completely blames me for deceiving her about Shirley when she herself commented on how our relationship had fallen apart awhile ago. I wonder why that was...hmm. Could it be the cheating that effectively crushed any hope I had of a future with her? Yeah, I tried to cultivate something, but to no avail. I tried to believe in US, but to no avail. Now, I finally have someone who is as confident as I am in our relationship, confident enough to not sleep around. Who's the fucking bad guy? Huh? Sorry, but I don't buy the "it's all Arland's fault" excuse. I tried to be civil. I tried calling her, because I was worried about what her son's father was going to do about custody. Genuinely worried. I just checked her journal and saw an entry about how "fucking glad" she was that I'm out of her life. Well, fine, then. I guess I'll just stop giving a flying fuck what happens to a cheating whore.
Anyway, this is actually a positive entry, contrary to the final words of that paragraph. Everything's going fine, and hopefully I'll update again soon.
Arland.
Abby completely blames me for deceiving her about Shirley when she herself commented on how our relationship had fallen apart awhile ago. I wonder why that was...hmm. Could it be the cheating that effectively crushed any hope I had of a future with her? Yeah, I tried to cultivate something, but to no avail. I tried to believe in US, but to no avail. Now, I finally have someone who is as confident as I am in our relationship, confident enough to not sleep around. Who's the fucking bad guy? Huh? Sorry, but I don't buy the "it's all Arland's fault" excuse. I tried to be civil. I tried calling her, because I was worried about what her son's father was going to do about custody. Genuinely worried. I just checked her journal and saw an entry about how "fucking glad" she was that I'm out of her life. Well, fine, then. I guess I'll just stop giving a flying fuck what happens to a cheating whore.
Anyway, this is actually a positive entry, contrary to the final words of that paragraph. Everything's going fine, and hopefully I'll update again soon.
Arland.