You know what?
Theatre is ten million times better then TV because the leads don't have to be drawn from a pool of 'skinny' leading ladies. Usually they are drawn more for their talent.
Then again maybe it's just a beauty pageant with lower standards. Ergh.
I am annoyed because I, as a person (who at least believes) that my body isn't made to be incredibly skinny (now, argue with me all you want, but I'm not built to be (incredibly) skinny IMO and for example my proportions are wacky) and maybe I want to be a main character in a Hollywood movie. That said maybe I should just admit there are things people just wont let me do. Like be an infantryman. Because of just some stuff you're born with. I guess this includes things like talent.
I'm just whining, I just sometimes want to act and this isn't the reason that I am not acting (because I will never be in Hollywood) but sometimes it makes me think about it.
Okay, need to email Meghan a list of fruit. reaps was the least helpful one can be. Okay, a sort of list has been sent.
Okay, I need to do all things on the weekend. Due to having no money (due to exams) I will be asking to borrow money from Mum. This makes me annoyed, because I know she will do that thing where she says I don't have to pay her back. If I had my own money before Thursday then there would be no need for borrowing.
Edit: Who thinks I should have shoes for my party, or should I make paws for my feet instead. Like booties?
Should I paint my skin black? Or paint it gold? Or leave it normal. (Take into account I don't mind if I can't go spaing).
At least it is Mum and not Dad.
I have some ideas for presents.
Oh, I have so many drawings of my costume. I have to settle on one colour scheme. :/ I also have to get my sewing machine fixed. Need to talk to Mum, also need to get my camera thing extended.
Then again maybe it's just a beauty pageant with lower standards. Ergh.
I am annoyed because I, as a person (who at least believes) that my body isn't made to be incredibly skinny (now, argue with me all you want, but I'm not built to be (incredibly) skinny IMO and for example my proportions are wacky) and maybe I want to be a main character in a Hollywood movie. That said maybe I should just admit there are things people just wont let me do. Like be an infantryman. Because of just some stuff you're born with. I guess this includes things like talent.
I'm just whining, I just sometimes want to act and this isn't the reason that I am not acting (because I will never be in Hollywood) but sometimes it makes me think about it.
Okay, need to email Meghan a list of fruit. reaps was the least helpful one can be. Okay, a sort of list has been sent.
Okay, I need to do all things on the weekend. Due to having no money (due to exams) I will be asking to borrow money from Mum. This makes me annoyed, because I know she will do that thing where she says I don't have to pay her back. If I had my own money before Thursday then there would be no need for borrowing.
Edit: Who thinks I should have shoes for my party, or should I make paws for my feet instead. Like booties?
Should I paint my skin black? Or paint it gold? Or leave it normal. (Take into account I don't mind if I can't go spaing).
At least it is Mum and not Dad.
I have some ideas for presents.
Oh, I have so many drawings of my costume. I have to settle on one colour scheme. :/ I also have to get my sewing machine fixed. Need to talk to Mum, also need to get my camera thing extended.