I'm terribly tired at the moment but I can't go to sleep because I have an incredibly important tutorial to go to. I was trying to do some reading for this stupid summary assignment but I'm too tired to take anything in, so instead I'm trying to write something.
Recently I've been getting increasingly more tired. I have a feeling it's knowing that I should have finished this assignment already that's wearing me down. That said my lecturer said what I'm doing so far (I sent her one of the summaries) was fine and the detail I was giving was appropriate. Since that was something I was worried about (since having similar difficulties in another class) it was good to get it cleared.
I was listening to reviews of GTA4 and all of them seem to say excellent and that it's like a movie. So now I cannot wait to get my mits on it. However my complete fast of all gaming (computer or console style) means that not only will I not be playing it right now but I have a back log of Half Life, Hotel Dusk and Zac and Wiki to get through before I should even be contemplating playing it. This annoys me. These games are really good and sometimes I just want to drop things and play them. Instead I am pouring my free time into my photography and cooking (though mainly cooking).
[Segway] Speaking of cooking, cooking 'light'/'healthy' has been incredibly fun. It increases the difficulty level of finding recipes and so when I do find a recipe that looks good I jump at the opportunity to make it. This means that I make things like
vegetable lasagna that I find delicious! And... it's wonderful to be able to do something different. It gives me guilt free time out because I'm doing something required of me that I enjoy.
There have been failures, for example I have a feeling
frippoi did not like this lasagna. Because of that I feel pretty terrible, it's not only me who has to suffer but the people who live in my house if I stuff up. The other house members liked it so maybe I'll just cook it when
frippoi's not there.
Tonight I'm trying a bean thing, I bought this recipe book which includes calorie counts for all the meals and let
reaps picks what he wants to have.
I have to go now but... I feel I haven't said anything particularly relevant. Down again today, mainly because of being tired. I'm not starting to get head aches in the morning, I really need to find my mouth plate. I think I'm going to miss work but this makes me anxious. I don't want to leave too much since I've been taking quite a bit of work lately and Gaye's gone away.
Oh, and the being tired was not (as far as I can see) in relation to calorie counting since the tiredness occurred before I started. However I agree that there may be something important missing from my diet, but I try fairly hard to keep fruits in my diet just for the sugar. I don't want a lot of sugar because it affects me worse then it used to since I don't have it as much as I used to.