I can make a mess like nobody's buisness

[arin_mikul]

So it's been almost 4 years since i've even been on here, but I think I'm gonna start using this more again. I use to love livejournal, not sure why I stopped using it. I'm sure no one that I know really uses this anymore (with myspace and facebook and all that shit), but I'm going old school bitches! I was at my dad's the other night and he kept going on and on about how proud he was of me because I have such a stable love life and I don't get into relationships wtih loser guys and I seem really stable and well adjusted. Well I guess I'm getting an oscar or something because my love life (or lack there of) is a complete mess. I really know how to screw these things up. If messing up relationships or whatever you want to call what it is i do have with boys (yes, boys not men) was an olympic sport I'd have a gold medal. I've probably lost what could have been a really good friend all because of my dumb raging hormones! ahhh! I got another one who's in denial about what we didn't have, but he thinks we did and now he's acting like I'm the one that can't let go. please. then you have the guys that just want to hump you and it seems like all the ones that want to I either can't because someone I care about will get hurt or I just pry really shouldn't be doing it because of morales and all that jazz. either way I'm a pro and making a mess of things. On a happier note: We had our work Christmas party last night. It was more fun than I thought. I was in such a bad mood like 5 minutes before I left that I almost didn't go, but I'm glad i did. Terri made me cry!!! but for a good reason. Morgan made me laugh, I love that girl she is so funny. Heather and pam were cracking me up too. it was just a good ol' time. Lisa and I made plans to go see BDS 2!!!!! and new moon(agian, lol) on saturday. I'm so excited I can't wait!!!!!! BDS was soooo good (do you know what we need? SOME ROPE!!!!!) I just know the second one will be awsome. tooo bad rocco died in the first one! sad day. And I've been dying to see new moon agian! I love that movie it was so much better than the first! I can't wait to go home, work is such a drag today. I love having my own place, but sometimes it does get lonely. I need cable tv. lol. I am excited to go home today tho because I'm in serious need of a nap!!! Food first though! I'm thinking some fried chicken! oooh yea! Well that's all I got right now. Hopefully I can do this again soon. It's nice to be back. peace tiggas!