you know i can't, i could never walk away

Aug 23, 2006 14:16

I'm quiting menards. 
fuck it.
I've had enough. 
5am is too early.
I'm sick of being late, it pisses me off to no end.
Besides working there is making me angry.
I'm gonna end up hurting someone. 
I just need to get out.
It's time. 
It'll be 9 months on september 4th. 
that's when most babies leave the womb & when i leave menards.

In other news...
I feel like my life is spiraling downward.
My life has gone a lot of place I said It'd never go.
Who am I?
How can you know when I don't even know.
This is  a line from half the songs on the newest armor for sleep album & from about every sappy depressing movie out there but it's the truest statement I've ever made...
I DON'T FEEL REAL. 
It's not that I feel like I'm being a fake person, it's just I don't feel real or alive or at all. 
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh can it just be over now???
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