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i have to be completely honest. i absolutely love seeing people that fucked with me and/or ridiculed me because of my convictions and how they have become complete fuckups. your mothers must be proud. i may be depressed from time to time, but its about how things used to be. we all used to be awesome, now most of us just kinda float around the area recruiting highschoolers. which is not awesome. hopefully soon ill be able to stop caring about the people who used to have futures, but thats why im so angry, cuz i do still care. ive had these friends for so long that slowly start to get flakier and flakier and slowly dissapear all the while complaining about how flaky their friends are. its okay to blow off the people that do it to you, but when you actually have a friend thats going to be there for you you might want to hold onto it. i cant wait to get out of this place. what i look foreward to even more, is coming back to visit in ten years and seeing all of you in the exact same place, still trying to act cool. cripes.