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[arilita]

This you don't want to hear
The time is drawing near
But I'm not going to pick up a fight

I'm staying for this year
But you don't want me here
I really want to stay within this night

To wake to yellow glow
And taste that I well know
To feel it's worth it 'cause my life's not gone

To have a chance that might
Let me turn things alright
And in the end I wouldn't be alone

This I don't want to feel
But it is all too real
And still it's pointless to pick up a fight

I'm staying for this year
But I don't want me here
I wish I could go back to that one night