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He was the only man in my life. Now I think that he will the only man in my life. I miss him and you can't imagine how much I miss him. I live without him 9 months and 10 days. He wasn't a perfect man, he has a lot of lacks but who cares now? I don't think that I will love somebody as much as him. I want to see him, to hear him, to hug him. All that I've got is his photo and his turtleneck which smells like he. I thought that time will heal that wound but I still cry when I remember about him. It seems like we hadn't time to be with each other althought we had 18 years. I want to see him again even in my dreams.
Why did you leave me?..
Why did you leave me?..