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Nov 20, 2008 00:01

Tonight's been fun. Lots of things have been done and lots to reflect on.

For the first time in a while I became inspired to write some letters. Of course I didn't get to it, but I did manage to organize my greeting card box complete with tab labels. I also found pictures for Nana and a card I wrote to Doug about 4 years ago. I suppose the upside of the communication aspect was that I checked out myspace and emailed a few people I hadn't in a while. Myspace was a bit of a trip. I never check it anymore and remember when it was a source of pain. In the midst of things, I re-read Noel's old posts of him being infuriated at me and swearing a lot. That was such a terrible time in my life. The WORST time in my life. I'm incredibly relieved that I've been able to live a fairly "normal" life since all that went down. Still can't believe Joey stuck through it all, but I guess he's not the "disrespectful punk ass bitch" that he was once labeled. Noel has also come a long way and is braving it out here away from his family and everything he knows. Ronia loves him tons and loves to pretend to go visit and talk on the phone to him. I hope this all works out in the end.

I've also discovered tonight that music is quite sensual. I can't decide if this is an obvious statement or just a weird statement, but I still feel it holds true.

I miss Amy a lot recently and everyone else. Today is the first day in a while I felt like myself. After I dragged myself out of bed this morning, things started to fall into place. Of course, it's now after midnight and I don't know if I'll get enough rest to repeat it...
I felt fairly energized after chatting with Kyle all the way around the globe, and rushing Ronia to day care before 8. I was the first one to the meeting this morning on the other side of town and I actually had a semi-decent idea and wasn't too ridiculed when I brought it up. On the way to work I picked up a short caramel marvel to celebrate and then sold a celebrity cruise and had 2 final payments come in. All in all, not a bad day. Well, Ronia slept for a while after I picked her up and once again woke up completely messed up. Lesson learned. If the child sleeps, quick make dinner and wake her up! One more "I'll do it!" tantrum and I'll be at my wits end.
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