Jul 06, 2009 15:10
I’ve never thought that the heartache is still residing deep within my heart. The reminiscence of the love I’d never have. The wound that it caused is just too deep that it sounds absurd and foolish for people to believe. I’ve closed the door of my heart till now and I could feel it will take more time for the pain to even subside and heal. Why did I say this? Because the guarded tears just easily streams down without warning when the thought of him comes into the absent mind of mine.
It makes me realize that, this blinding one-sided love has already turned into regret. And yes, it’s the first regret I have in my life. I might sound cruel and heartless for saying that I regret loving someone. I don’t care, cause this one regret has made me who I am today. I despise men more than I could ever say.