thoughts.
today, the jv game was so boring i wanted to cry. varsity was better but only because i got to see ricky ! aah i've missed him. he misses me too=)..as he says..lol. i saw brian jones too. i was infatuated with him during summer. he's SO hott. hottest guy '04.
when i got home i did my LATE math project. i have a 58% in math =( i really needa get that up...i jus don't understand what we've been doing..but i have confidence i can get my grade up.
...i apologize if i've been moody or acting funny, i'm unsure about a lot of things right now and i'm just having mixed emotions. i guess it's stress or something. i've got a lot on my mind. i don't know how to handle things sometimes, i appreciate everyone who's been helping me out.
dana kraus , i love you so much. you understand me better then most people. i'm glad to have a friend like you. you know i'm here no matter what <3
...i'm deciding who my real friends are...so far, there have been a lot of surprising results =/ ..sum ppl who i thought i loved with all my heart and i thought they loved me...have turned out to be just another name in my vocabulary and just a memory of my past.
LJ FRIENDS* i'm thinking of writing a friends-only entry sometime in the near future. about everything...
and if there's no tomorrow, and all we have is here and now..i'm happy just to have you <3