funny feelings
I've been feeling really strange lately. Again.
Perhaps I've gotten myself into a funk. I have allowed myself to stew on this situation for too long. I find myself thinking about the future too much. Moving to NIU, although I do need to make preparations for the transition, has been occupying a large space in my "active mind-power" space. A certain someone who shall remain un-named has also been weighing down my thoughts lately. I find myself just completely zoning out when I have far too much to get done.
Right now I'm making Sebastian and I some soup for lunch. It actually just beeped. Beef & Barley. yum.
I think I'm actually enjoying this 'crush' or whatever it is. Honestly, I was thinking it over, and I've never wanted someone like this before. Usually someone comes along and expresses an interest and I then either accept or decline their companionship. But this is new... I really want to be assertive here, make the first move even... But I have no idea what I'm doing. So far I haven't been given any clear signs which way it would turn out if I did.
It doesn't really matter, though, because I'm taking some "me" time. I need to be single for a while before I go and get myself into yet another relationship. Maybe it'll be a good test. I don't know.
I'm all excited about moving. Majoring in Communications will be awesome. I'm going to try and take an intro class this summer at RVC or NIU. We'll see. I'll sure miss all the folks at R.C. that have helped me out, and my co-workers.
Perhaps I've gotten myself into a funk. I have allowed myself to stew on this situation for too long. I find myself thinking about the future too much. Moving to NIU, although I do need to make preparations for the transition, has been occupying a large space in my "active mind-power" space. A certain someone who shall remain un-named has also been weighing down my thoughts lately. I find myself just completely zoning out when I have far too much to get done.
Right now I'm making Sebastian and I some soup for lunch. It actually just beeped. Beef & Barley. yum.
I think I'm actually enjoying this 'crush' or whatever it is. Honestly, I was thinking it over, and I've never wanted someone like this before. Usually someone comes along and expresses an interest and I then either accept or decline their companionship. But this is new... I really want to be assertive here, make the first move even... But I have no idea what I'm doing. So far I haven't been given any clear signs which way it would turn out if I did.
It doesn't really matter, though, because I'm taking some "me" time. I need to be single for a while before I go and get myself into yet another relationship. Maybe it'll be a good test. I don't know.
I'm all excited about moving. Majoring in Communications will be awesome. I'm going to try and take an intro class this summer at RVC or NIU. We'll see. I'll sure miss all the folks at R.C. that have helped me out, and my co-workers.