I'm so with ya on your thoughts here. My own take is that a lot of "problems" people have are in fact their own inability to handle whatever "talents" they may possess, as without training, or even a general belief that such "talents" exist, having them could drive you mad. I strongly suspect quite a few people with addiction problems are merely medicating themselves to ignore what they can't shut out, that many people with "mental conditions" even including ADD, ADHD and similar, are in fact merely misdiagnosed with untrained and unbelieved talents...
(side note..i also think a lot of ADD, ADHD is caused by artificial food colorings, dyes, and preservatives..reinforced by watching several friends take their kids off those ingredients and noting MASSIVE improvements in behavior, without having to add ritalin)
Either way, I also believe that engaging one's emotions helps open the channels between one's Conscious self and one's Inner self and that fucked up emotions WILL skew one's abilities and talents. I also happen to have first-hand experience with my hypothesis. Having had all my emotions fucked up when i was much younger, i have noticed it makes me very insensitive to things i can't "calculate" or derive by indirect means.
and since i've encountered "presences" before, not being able to fully relate to emotional states puts me at a very big disadvantage in dealing with them.
(side note..i also think a lot of ADD, ADHD is caused by artificial food colorings, dyes, and preservatives..reinforced by watching several friends take their kids off those ingredients and noting MASSIVE improvements in behavior, without having to add ritalin)
Either way, I also believe that engaging one's emotions helps open the channels between one's Conscious self and one's Inner self and that fucked up emotions WILL skew one's abilities and talents. I also happen to have first-hand experience with my hypothesis. Having had all my emotions fucked up when i was much younger, i have noticed it makes me very insensitive to things i can't "calculate" or derive by indirect means.
and since i've encountered "presences" before, not being able to fully relate to emotional states puts me at a very big disadvantage in dealing with them.
i'm still workin on it. :)
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