May 25, 2011 00:09
I keep opening this window as if I'm going to write something... last weekend I actually started writing something, several paragraphs worth. Unfortunately, I was in a poisonous mood that day and thought better of it. When I came back I really didn't feel like putting the world (or any of you nice folks who actually read this drivel) through that -since I no longer felt those particular nasty words.
Not that it would have been directed at anyone, obviously. Just the situations... but damn I'm hungry and on a budget and in need of some karaoke therapy. Perhaps the time is right to attempt to eat some small fast food item again today, after my week or so of complete bowel revolution.
That sounded gross.
Honestly, my bowels haven't revolted exactly. They've just been compromised in some way I cannot diagnose, and apparently neither can the damn ER doctor I ended up with on Friday. He didn't seem to be listening to any of his patients, from what I could hear through the door of my room. Needless to say it was an adventure, and accomplished nothing except the removal of my last shred of dignity and the increase of our household debt. Definitely going to avoid the doctor even harder until I have this damn medical card application thingy filled out and dealt with.
Today is Tuesday, my day for getting out of the house and what sounds like fun tonight is accomplishing some things on the computer. Funny how you always seem to be better focused and more productive when you're NOT at home in your pajamas. I wish I could figure out a way to get into "work" mode more easily at home. I think a work-related post may be coming soon... but I don't want to jinx my very general and not at all firm plans for the future just yet. You dig?