saturday as usual
we went to the farmer's market.
a french lady made me a crepe suzette and drowned it in grand marnier after it was off the grill, I thought they were supposed to ignite when you cooked them, but apparently not.
I bought flowers that were orgasmically pretty, and this clothesline thing for hanging pictures (that are yet to be developed)
I did some yoga which was cool, it was my first 'official' yoga class.
I think I fell asleep toward the end.
I called my dad and talked with him for maybe 5 minutes?
I didn't recognize his voice, and when he answered the phone I asked if it was my dad.
I think he's upset, cos when I told him about how I was a junior, and I had my license and going to shows maybe he realized that he has no chance of knowing who I am now and he never took the chance to.
I always thought that our relationship would get better when I was older, when I was in college, when I was more mature, but that won't happen now.
at least I can say that I tried, and that I can't regret not speaking with him.
that's been my overwhelming worry, I've been thinking about my life.
I haven't had any regrets up until this point, and I didn't want this to be my first. I have no idea who that man is except for the fact that I have curly hair because of him.
But I made an attempt and did a good thing.
a french lady made me a crepe suzette and drowned it in grand marnier after it was off the grill, I thought they were supposed to ignite when you cooked them, but apparently not.
I bought flowers that were orgasmically pretty, and this clothesline thing for hanging pictures (that are yet to be developed)
I did some yoga which was cool, it was my first 'official' yoga class.
I think I fell asleep toward the end.
I called my dad and talked with him for maybe 5 minutes?
I didn't recognize his voice, and when he answered the phone I asked if it was my dad.
I think he's upset, cos when I told him about how I was a junior, and I had my license and going to shows maybe he realized that he has no chance of knowing who I am now and he never took the chance to.
I always thought that our relationship would get better when I was older, when I was in college, when I was more mature, but that won't happen now.
at least I can say that I tried, and that I can't regret not speaking with him.
that's been my overwhelming worry, I've been thinking about my life.
I haven't had any regrets up until this point, and I didn't want this to be my first. I have no idea who that man is except for the fact that I have curly hair because of him.
But I made an attempt and did a good thing.