Aug 24, 2004 10:39
last night I had an epiphany.
I decided to go work out, to clear my head and get some endorphins going. I ran for half an hour and felt amazing, and felt like I could have kept going all night.
3 fucking miles!
so I came home and decided to read this book that had been around for a while, and I realized that I've been doing the right things for the wrong reasons and too many wrong things, because this is what I believed what I was supposed to be doing.
I've assumed too much, judged more than I should have, spoken too many harsh words, and haven't been doing the best I can. I've lost the love I used to feel, and have held onto too many grudges, all culminating in really bad karma and a false sense of optimism.
so today's a new day, and I'm going to be a new person, this is the change I've looked for, but I couldn't place what I wanted to be different.
on another note:
All of the skirts I have look really short in the back because of my GIGANTIC ass. I don't mean that in a negative sense, I'm just simply taking note of the fact that I have a ghetto booty, which I happen to like. A LOT.