Bullshit
You know I have always viewed myself as a pretty level headed guy (if I am wrong please please let me know). I have been pretty successful in everything I have tried to do in life. Went to Sussex Tech, got a good high school education. Went to Johnson & Wales got my AAS. I found out who I am and I also figured out who I am not. Finally broke off some of my shell. I worked hard and regret far less then I did when I left. I still view not being able to stay out of my house as a failure, but in the same breath I have always embraced my failure as a good thing; something to learn from.
I have done alot of things to mature, but that pleased no one. So I sit here at a cross road...which path to take again...the safe way where I will succeed, but be 85% happy, or do I take the bumpy less traveled road, knowing full well it will set me back, but will make me a better person and and make me 95% happy. Nope none of those work...time to grab a chain saw, weed whacker and clear my own path. Oh well, ya so Emily is blaming me for not wanting to be with her...which has some truth. I mean there is some fault by me...I call it cutting my loses, she calls it me being an asshole...to each there own. There is just so much guilt I can bare. was with her for 4 months and she was already talking marriage...sorry NO!!!!
Well enough with the bullshit. Work is going well. I am the head cook at Sparta High School *shakes head* IM me if you want to know more about my head shake. Hope all is well with everyone out there...
"joke them if they can't a fuck" -Unknown
I have done alot of things to mature, but that pleased no one. So I sit here at a cross road...which path to take again...the safe way where I will succeed, but be 85% happy, or do I take the bumpy less traveled road, knowing full well it will set me back, but will make me a better person and and make me 95% happy. Nope none of those work...time to grab a chain saw, weed whacker and clear my own path. Oh well, ya so Emily is blaming me for not wanting to be with her...which has some truth. I mean there is some fault by me...I call it cutting my loses, she calls it me being an asshole...to each there own. There is just so much guilt I can bare. was with her for 4 months and she was already talking marriage...sorry NO!!!!
Well enough with the bullshit. Work is going well. I am the head cook at Sparta High School *shakes head* IM me if you want to know more about my head shake. Hope all is well with everyone out there...
"joke them if they can't a fuck" -Unknown