Sep 11, 2007 13:52
I think I have rehearsal with Brian today and I'm afraid to look at him. I think someone told him about the bet and I feel stupid enough about the bet by itself. Now this. Maybe he'll ignore me; that would be worse. I would rather he came up to me and flat out told me that he was not interested and absolutely disgusted.
It's 9/11 today. Six years ago, I was listening to rumors about people bombing every other town and that Middletown was next. My cousin had a baby in California and my uncle stood at the firehouse in Norwell with tears in his eyes watching the video footage. What a day.
years,
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9/11,
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