past few weeks
There are just some things that i feel that i need to get off my chest and it's that the past few weeks have been the best ever... I dont remeber a time when i feel like nothing can go wrong and that life is going great.
I feel this way because of the fact that i have a guy like andrew in my life who brightens everything up and makes me feel good about myself... like saturday night, for example... i had a really bad day at work saturday, and i wasnt feeling all that good and all i wanted to do is go out with andrew for a few hours and then come home and sleep and try to feel better, but andrew tried is hardest to make me feel better, and he did... we were drving down hendersonville road saturday evening around 7 and andrew was taking me home to where i could get some rest and feel better and he was going to go out with his friends, but then andrew pulled into an empty parking lot where we talked for about 30 minutes about what was going on and why i didnt feel good, so then he asked me to call up nikole and for her and i to go out with him and his friends, so we did, and we had a blast. Andrew quickly got me out of my bitchy mood and completely turned the night around. I cant believe how much fun we had... It felt so good for once to be able to go out with my boyfriend's friends and not be called "stuck-up" or anything like that. We all hung out with Tyler Radford and a bunch of his friends and i didnt even know half these people, but they made nikole and i feel welcomed and they talked with us the whole night and every conversation they had they made us apart of.. and thats the way it should be.
I know this doesnt sound like a big deal to most people, but i was never able to go out with david and his friends because they all thought i was "stuck-up", which im not, it's just that im shy around people i dont know that well and it's kinda hard to talk to people when the only thing they talk about is the past and inside jokes between themselves... so going out with andrew and his friends really was a big thing for me... and nikole and i had so much fun.
I just cant believe the way 2006 and is going... there are so many exciting things coming for andrew and i in the future, and i cant wait for them to happen... I have finally found someone who understands me and who i am and who loves me for me and all of me and who doesnt get mad at me just because i have a few annoying habits, which everyone has. Words cant describe how happy and how greatful i am...
until next time...
I feel this way because of the fact that i have a guy like andrew in my life who brightens everything up and makes me feel good about myself... like saturday night, for example... i had a really bad day at work saturday, and i wasnt feeling all that good and all i wanted to do is go out with andrew for a few hours and then come home and sleep and try to feel better, but andrew tried is hardest to make me feel better, and he did... we were drving down hendersonville road saturday evening around 7 and andrew was taking me home to where i could get some rest and feel better and he was going to go out with his friends, but then andrew pulled into an empty parking lot where we talked for about 30 minutes about what was going on and why i didnt feel good, so then he asked me to call up nikole and for her and i to go out with him and his friends, so we did, and we had a blast. Andrew quickly got me out of my bitchy mood and completely turned the night around. I cant believe how much fun we had... It felt so good for once to be able to go out with my boyfriend's friends and not be called "stuck-up" or anything like that. We all hung out with Tyler Radford and a bunch of his friends and i didnt even know half these people, but they made nikole and i feel welcomed and they talked with us the whole night and every conversation they had they made us apart of.. and thats the way it should be.
I know this doesnt sound like a big deal to most people, but i was never able to go out with david and his friends because they all thought i was "stuck-up", which im not, it's just that im shy around people i dont know that well and it's kinda hard to talk to people when the only thing they talk about is the past and inside jokes between themselves... so going out with andrew and his friends really was a big thing for me... and nikole and i had so much fun.
I just cant believe the way 2006 and is going... there are so many exciting things coming for andrew and i in the future, and i cant wait for them to happen... I have finally found someone who understands me and who i am and who loves me for me and all of me and who doesnt get mad at me just because i have a few annoying habits, which everyone has. Words cant describe how happy and how greatful i am...
until next time...