Day 4

Sep 21, 2010 17:41

I woke up around midnight and Andrew was in my room because it was really cold outside and he needed a place to sleep. This morning I cleaned the house again, we made breakfast and hung out for a long time. Then, I went to the graveyard and hung out with Lily, Emily, and Kelsey. I'm in a really weird mood right now, because I did something very wrong that I should not have done. I feel terrible about it. All I want to do is rise up and become the person I want to be, but I keep stopping myself. The second Chloe won't fucking die. No matter how hard I fucking try.

every single day at school, i was learning more.
every day at work, i was more courteous, and worked harder.
every fucking time i close my eyes, i become more reserved.
how come every time i blink i become a different person?
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