Day 1
I have had an epiphany about who I am and what I need to do with my life. I have completely and utterly lost myself and my sense of reality this summer due to drugs and my second personality that I hate and will kill off eventually. I am on a different level, and I have (atleast for a while) been thinking about myself as a bad person. I have literally considered myself a custy loser with nothing going for her. I am so special. There is no one else like me in this entire world. I am so close to being exactly who I want to be and exactly who I am but I have to keep staying true to myself and my thoughts and my ambition. I will become a teacher one day. I will go to college and become a teacher. That is my dream. I will own a day care. I will. All that is stopping me are drugs and this second personality. The other Chloe. She is a fucking bipolar idiot. And she needs help. I have arranged a psychiatric evaluation of the second Chloe on September 28th and 10A.M. and I am excited to receive guidance. But I can also do this by myself. I have to. I have to suck it up and grow up someday. Today 2 people have offered me pills and I have not taken them. And this is what I will continue to do. And the first Chloe is who I will ultimately become.