Lonely once again...
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I have this stupid feelning again in my chest... i don't know why ><** It's because school is today and my weekend was the best ever!!!
I also feel lonely....for 2 yrs now i've had this burden over my head... ><.
*sigh* It won't go away. T__T There's something I need but I can't find it. Maybe instead of waiting for it to come to me, I should go to it. But then it would feel strange. O_o; *sigh*
I feel the need to write in this journal more than ever before. Do people actually read this stuff? *sigh* It's still here. I don't want to ride the bus with no one to talk to T___T . I can't feel this way if I apply for a job.
it feels empty
to just admire something from the sidelines
and never take a chance
is so disappointing.
T__T and no one is on msn to chat ^_^ i was up all day on msn. I wasn't at the compu 24/7, but i did check it from time to time. I was shocked that no one was on for 2 days! I was up till 3am or so on msn waiting ^^;; i wasn't tired + it was the only weekend where my parents weren't home so I stayed up as late as possible. But still, no one came.
On the bright side, I busyed myself by dling anime... but still, that gets lonely after a while....
*sigh* I constantly check my email for mail lol ^^;; >< "did someone send me anything??? nope..." I'm such a loser XDD ^^;; *nervous laugh* Sometimes, I think I act child like....it's very empty feeling. Do people get annoyed at me cuz I want to talk a lot on msn?? Maybe I'm being selfish... *sigh*
Sorry if you had to read this somewhat sad entry. No one feels happy everyday. This is one of those days.
I have this stupid feelning again in my chest... i don't know why ><** It's because school is today and my weekend was the best ever!!!
I also feel lonely....for 2 yrs now i've had this burden over my head... ><.
*sigh* It won't go away. T__T There's something I need but I can't find it. Maybe instead of waiting for it to come to me, I should go to it. But then it would feel strange. O_o; *sigh*
I feel the need to write in this journal more than ever before. Do people actually read this stuff? *sigh* It's still here. I don't want to ride the bus with no one to talk to T___T . I can't feel this way if I apply for a job.
it feels empty
to just admire something from the sidelines
and never take a chance
is so disappointing.
T__T and no one is on msn to chat ^_^ i was up all day on msn. I wasn't at the compu 24/7, but i did check it from time to time. I was shocked that no one was on for 2 days! I was up till 3am or so on msn waiting ^^;; i wasn't tired + it was the only weekend where my parents weren't home so I stayed up as late as possible. But still, no one came.
On the bright side, I busyed myself by dling anime... but still, that gets lonely after a while....
*sigh* I constantly check my email for mail lol ^^;; >< "did someone send me anything??? nope..." I'm such a loser XDD ^^;; *nervous laugh* Sometimes, I think I act child like....it's very empty feeling. Do people get annoyed at me cuz I want to talk a lot on msn?? Maybe I'm being selfish... *sigh*
Sorry if you had to read this somewhat sad entry. No one feels happy everyday. This is one of those days.