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all of my friends are so happy with their lives right now
it seems like every single one of my good friends
has someone who makes them ecstatic
and/or a great job
and/or everything going their way
and you know what? this makes me so happy, because my biggest joy in life is to see other people be happy...but now im realizing that i need to start focusing on my own happiness...
right now the things that make me most happy are:
-doing krav maga every day...its making me feel so great and like im actually accomplishing something
-my close friends respecting my wishes to focus on myself and be self productive rather than self destructive....you guys are amazing, and i feel so lucky that youre not making fun of/ostrasizing me for my descisions
-my family..they have always made me happy
-my self control...i never realized how strong it was until recently
im ready to move my life on into a higher, more grown-up level
im done dealing with the same kind of boys
and the same kind of people
as far as having someone that makes me ecstatic...right now i am without...but i am ok with that because i have found that boys really dont make me happy right now....and this is most likely because ive been dealing with the wrong kind of boys...my expectations are high for a reason...and im never going to compromise again..everytime that i do, it ends horribly...and i dont need that right now or ever at that matter.
i have a long way to go but my reformation has already began and im never looking back.
it seems like every single one of my good friends
has someone who makes them ecstatic
and/or a great job
and/or everything going their way
and you know what? this makes me so happy, because my biggest joy in life is to see other people be happy...but now im realizing that i need to start focusing on my own happiness...
right now the things that make me most happy are:
-doing krav maga every day...its making me feel so great and like im actually accomplishing something
-my close friends respecting my wishes to focus on myself and be self productive rather than self destructive....you guys are amazing, and i feel so lucky that youre not making fun of/ostrasizing me for my descisions
-my family..they have always made me happy
-my self control...i never realized how strong it was until recently
im ready to move my life on into a higher, more grown-up level
im done dealing with the same kind of boys
and the same kind of people
as far as having someone that makes me ecstatic...right now i am without...but i am ok with that because i have found that boys really dont make me happy right now....and this is most likely because ive been dealing with the wrong kind of boys...my expectations are high for a reason...and im never going to compromise again..everytime that i do, it ends horribly...and i dont need that right now or ever at that matter.
i have a long way to go but my reformation has already began and im never looking back.