::gaaaaaaaaaahhhh:
so im sitting wasting some time before i have to leave for work...and ya....ive been giving this a lot of thought....im totally over trying to make sf state work...the reason im not happy with it, is becauce IT IS NOT ART SCHOOL....and so im hopefully leaving this school for academy of art so that i can can really get on track after 2 years of dicking around in schools that will never be of use in my career path
one thing stands in my way right now.....my parents.....they 86ed art school once they can definately do it again.....so i set up all of the reasons why i should be at academy of art and why i shouldnt be at sfsu...im going to bring it up and discuss it with them in a mature manner and tell them that it is my best interest.....and that i should be able to make this descision on my own, as an adult....they are going to have to let me do soemthing that ill at least love and that im good at....because they need to know that they have to stop trying to make me something im not....i mean my little sister is already the hi-i-take-4876834-AP-classes-im-going-to-harvard-and-im-of-the-republican(hitler)-youth....but thats not me...they know im talented, im creative, and opiniative...they know ive had my work published, they know ive gotten paid for drawings....they just to give me a chance and take my own path....follow my own dreams....and im nervous that they wont see, shit.
kay well im off
[[ciao]]
one thing stands in my way right now.....my parents.....they 86ed art school once they can definately do it again.....so i set up all of the reasons why i should be at academy of art and why i shouldnt be at sfsu...im going to bring it up and discuss it with them in a mature manner and tell them that it is my best interest.....and that i should be able to make this descision on my own, as an adult....they are going to have to let me do soemthing that ill at least love and that im good at....because they need to know that they have to stop trying to make me something im not....i mean my little sister is already the hi-i-take-4876834-AP-classes-im-going-to-harvard-and-im-of-the-republican(hitler)-youth....but thats not me...they know im talented, im creative, and opiniative...they know ive had my work published, they know ive gotten paid for drawings....they just to give me a chance and take my own path....follow my own dreams....and im nervous that they wont see, shit.
kay well im off
[[ciao]]