Denial is over....enter the panic
Ok, I think I just had a panic attack. Over a book. Or better, over a character.
I was here trying to avoid spoilers that are popping out from every single post on my flist and from the news on tv (thank God I managed well till now) when I realized why I'm really doing this.
Yes of course it's because I waited for seven years this moment and I don't want to be spoiled two days before the end, and of course the best of all this will be talking about the book with all the people that are reading and discovering it at the right time.
But in the end I realized the truth....what I'm really trying to do here is postponing the inevitable.
I don't want it to end, I don't want to read the last word of this book.
And above all I. DON'T. WANT. HARRY. TO. DIE.
Did you hear me Jo? Don't you fucking dare!!
I tried to be rational about it, I tried to tell myself that it could happen in the end and that I would be fine with it.
Well, it didn't work. I just cried for ten minutes only thinking about the possibility.
Hence the new icon, I need to cheer up a bit.
Two days my friends....*sighs*...two days.
I was here trying to avoid spoilers that are popping out from every single post on my flist and from the news on tv (thank God I managed well till now) when I realized why I'm really doing this.
Yes of course it's because I waited for seven years this moment and I don't want to be spoiled two days before the end, and of course the best of all this will be talking about the book with all the people that are reading and discovering it at the right time.
But in the end I realized the truth....what I'm really trying to do here is postponing the inevitable.
I don't want it to end, I don't want to read the last word of this book.
And above all I. DON'T. WANT. HARRY. TO. DIE.
Did you hear me Jo? Don't you fucking dare!!
I tried to be rational about it, I tried to tell myself that it could happen in the end and that I would be fine with it.
Well, it didn't work. I just cried for ten minutes only thinking about the possibility.
Hence the new icon, I need to cheer up a bit.
Two days my friends....*sighs*...two days.