Invisible [oneshot]
Title: Invisible [oneshot]
Author: ariellm13
Pairings: Junseob
Summary: Yoseob is invisible (to Junhyung that is).
Author's notes: Just some angst that had to come out, not spell checked.
To him I'm invisible.
He doesn't see me.
I wish he did but he doesn't.
"Hey Yoseob can you help me with this question?" "Sure."
He doesn't notice my smile.
The smile that only shows up when he says my name.
The other's notice though, they always do.
"Yoseob just tell him!" says Dongwoon.
"Tell him before it's too late!" says Kikwang.
"If you don't let him know soon, you'll never know!" says Hyunseung.
They don't get it though.
They've never been invisible.
"Yoseob quit doing that!" "But I can't help it Junnie, I love your hair!" "Well it doesn't love you!"
Everybody but him sees.
They see the way my eyes stay on him when he's deep in thought.
They see my willingness to be near him, in any way.
"Junnie, whacha doin?" "Nothing" "Ok!"
I wonder why he can't see something so obvious.
He is so oblivious.
He's an idiot.
I'm an idiot.
"Junnie, how's your day goin?" "I don't know" "Ok!"
It's funny because when I'm around him, I don't feel invisible.
When I'm around him, I can't remember that I'm invisible.
"Yoseob are you coming to the movie's with us on saturday?" "Of course Junnie!"
But as soon as he's gone I remember that I'm invisible.
I'm always invisible, that's why he doesn't see the way I look at him.
That's why he doesn't know.
"Yoseob, you should tell him" says Doojoon. "No."
I don't want him to see me anymore.
I think I wanna stay invisible.
"Hey Yoseob, did you do anything fun this weekend?" "Nah, same old same old, you?" "Ditto"
If I'm invisible everything stays the same.
"Junnie I left my jacket can I use yours?" "Sure"
If I'm invisible I stay by his side.
"Junnie you think your funny but your really not!" "why'd you laugh then?" "...."
But if I'm visible, what happens then?
"Yoseob, I like someone" "Who?" "Well all I can say is everyday" "Oh, so is it Hyunseung?" "Yeah"
When he sees me what happens next?
"Thanks for listening Yoseob, I really couldn't tell anyone else" "I'm always here" "Oh and Happy Valentines Day!"
When he's finally able to look at me, what happens if he doesn't like what he sees?
"I love you Junnie!" "Yah, stop playing around Yoseob" "Your no fun!"
To be honest I've tried to make myself visible before.
But It didn't work. You didn't see me.
The thought of staying invisible forever used to scare me, not anymore.
Now it's visibility that scares me.
Because while a small part of me wants you to finally see me, the rest of me hopes that day doesn't come.
I'm scared because I know.
I know that if you look at me you won't like what you see.
Once I make myself visible, It's all over.
Once you know how I feel, I won't get to be by your side.
I'll stay invisible. That's my finale choice
"Junnie can I have a hug?" "Why?" "Just cause I want a hug. Please?" "Sure Yoseob"
Always invisible.
Author: ariellm13
Pairings: Junseob
Summary: Yoseob is invisible (to Junhyung that is).
Author's notes: Just some angst that had to come out, not spell checked.
To him I'm invisible.
He doesn't see me.
I wish he did but he doesn't.
"Hey Yoseob can you help me with this question?" "Sure."
He doesn't notice my smile.
The smile that only shows up when he says my name.
The other's notice though, they always do.
"Yoseob just tell him!" says Dongwoon.
"Tell him before it's too late!" says Kikwang.
"If you don't let him know soon, you'll never know!" says Hyunseung.
They don't get it though.
They've never been invisible.
"Yoseob quit doing that!" "But I can't help it Junnie, I love your hair!" "Well it doesn't love you!"
Everybody but him sees.
They see the way my eyes stay on him when he's deep in thought.
They see my willingness to be near him, in any way.
"Junnie, whacha doin?" "Nothing" "Ok!"
I wonder why he can't see something so obvious.
He is so oblivious.
He's an idiot.
I'm an idiot.
"Junnie, how's your day goin?" "I don't know" "Ok!"
It's funny because when I'm around him, I don't feel invisible.
When I'm around him, I can't remember that I'm invisible.
"Yoseob are you coming to the movie's with us on saturday?" "Of course Junnie!"
But as soon as he's gone I remember that I'm invisible.
I'm always invisible, that's why he doesn't see the way I look at him.
That's why he doesn't know.
"Yoseob, you should tell him" says Doojoon. "No."
I don't want him to see me anymore.
I think I wanna stay invisible.
"Hey Yoseob, did you do anything fun this weekend?" "Nah, same old same old, you?" "Ditto"
If I'm invisible everything stays the same.
"Junnie I left my jacket can I use yours?" "Sure"
If I'm invisible I stay by his side.
"Junnie you think your funny but your really not!" "why'd you laugh then?" "...."
But if I'm visible, what happens then?
"Yoseob, I like someone" "Who?" "Well all I can say is everyday" "Oh, so is it Hyunseung?" "Yeah"
When he sees me what happens next?
"Thanks for listening Yoseob, I really couldn't tell anyone else" "I'm always here" "Oh and Happy Valentines Day!"
When he's finally able to look at me, what happens if he doesn't like what he sees?
"I love you Junnie!" "Yah, stop playing around Yoseob" "Your no fun!"
To be honest I've tried to make myself visible before.
But It didn't work. You didn't see me.
The thought of staying invisible forever used to scare me, not anymore.
Now it's visibility that scares me.
Because while a small part of me wants you to finally see me, the rest of me hopes that day doesn't come.
I'm scared because I know.
I know that if you look at me you won't like what you see.
Once I make myself visible, It's all over.
Once you know how I feel, I won't get to be by your side.
I'll stay invisible. That's my finale choice
"Junnie can I have a hug?" "Why?" "Just cause I want a hug. Please?" "Sure Yoseob"
Always invisible.