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So sadness is a really weird emotion. I can honestly say I don't think I've ever really been sad like I am right now. Anger and Upset are more common but never really sad. Sad is the feeling in your chest that you carry around all day long. And you're still happy and things are still amazing, but on the inside you're still sad. If you know me, I don't cry. I don't think I was born with tear ducts or the emotional willpower to actually break down in tears. I think my heart was waiting for sadness because now I just feel like I'm crying. My eyes tear up randomly and then I get choked up and my chest starts to burn and oye. I'm sad.
" There were things I wanted to tell him.
But I knew they would hurt him.
So I buried them, and let them hurt me "-
Jonathan Safran Foer