RIP Kayla

[arielle72490]

Today was so bad. I couldn't help but have like random breakdowns and stuff. Kayla Kerrins had an awful horsebackriding accident... she didn't make it. I couldn't like accept it. I mean this girl has been in my junior highschool for about 3 years. She went to a different school this year, but still. I remember last year and how I played volleyball with her on the camping trip... And to make matters worse. She's a twin. I feel so bad for Rachel. I've been crying for a long time and I'm still like in shock. She was at practice and her horse tipped over on her.. And she got up. I hate that picture in my head. Then she fell back down and she passed away in the ambulance.. omg. Im soooo sad. Im in the library right now for like the greiving people or w/e. and this guy chris read us a poem in english called Sisters. It made me cry. My mom is coming to pick me and tatiana and katie(maybe) up in about half hour. I still can't believe it. I read like all these memories about her that her friends put down and everything. Today has just been not so good. I mean I wasn't like best friends with Kayla, but we still talked last year and stuff like on the camping trip. Poor Rachel. I can't believe it. She was such a great person. And you would always see a smile on her face. And Rachel still can't accept it either.. I mean that's like loosing a half of you. idk what I'd do. It's just so scary.. I can't believe it. She was too young to die. Think of all the things that she's missing out on. Omg. Im getting myself worked up and I still cant believe it. Im soo sorry. And my deepest sympathy out to her family and friends..

R.I.P KAYLA KERRINS <3 You'll always be loved and missed. <3