Things are starting to go my way.
I had deep depression last week, I was crying nonstop. I kept feeling hopeless, like time was running out for something, but i could not find out what. I would just start to tear up, try to hold back, but it would just turn into outright crying fits that would last hours. I got worried. I worried about money, I worried about getting work, I worried about the possibility of going back to school.
It got sunny this week and the sadness started to lift. I reposted my resume and got a reply back from an office in Alexandria and i have an interview there for Monday.
We went to Shabbat dinner and AIPAC speech last night at the 6th and I synagogue. We were seated by another young couple, but I did not relate well to them, nice enough people, but I found them intimidating. He was a lawyer and she was a biostatistics professor. They could not have been much older than me. Time is ticking, time is running out. I felt a bit inferior so i kind of lied and told them i was a student (I could not very well say unemployed bum). I got a bit teary from intimidation and had to excuse myself. Also, Jason has the social graces of a polar bear, which means that he totally lacks them.
Today we went gaming at the Palisades library. Well, at least Jason and George gamed. I think the rules were Force on Force. I got a call from Starbucks at 14th and U st. They are interested too. I am absolutely over the moon.
For dinner we ate outside at Commissary, not a bad place...pretty average, but a solid BBQ burger. Afterwards we had insanely expensive Gelato for dessert.
It got sunny this week and the sadness started to lift. I reposted my resume and got a reply back from an office in Alexandria and i have an interview there for Monday.
We went to Shabbat dinner and AIPAC speech last night at the 6th and I synagogue. We were seated by another young couple, but I did not relate well to them, nice enough people, but I found them intimidating. He was a lawyer and she was a biostatistics professor. They could not have been much older than me. Time is ticking, time is running out. I felt a bit inferior so i kind of lied and told them i was a student (I could not very well say unemployed bum). I got a bit teary from intimidation and had to excuse myself. Also, Jason has the social graces of a polar bear, which means that he totally lacks them.
Today we went gaming at the Palisades library. Well, at least Jason and George gamed. I think the rules were Force on Force. I got a call from Starbucks at 14th and U st. They are interested too. I am absolutely over the moon.
For dinner we ate outside at Commissary, not a bad place...pretty average, but a solid BBQ burger. Afterwards we had insanely expensive Gelato for dessert.