This is why I can't be a full time writer....
So, I'm totally freaking because I sent a short story in for a submission to an anthology. I think it's a pretty good story - it's about wolves.... anthology is a wolf-related thingy. My wolves journey to the place where they first met, and there's some fanastical elements in it, so it's technically fantasy - my wolves have a mythology and so forth. Anyway, the hardest thing to do is send your stuff out, because *gasp* someone else, who is not your friend, is going to look at it and judge it (and by extension you).
In other, completely, non-related news, It seems I'm under some sort of psychic attack. I don't know who from... kinda weird. I bought a book on chakras at half-price books, because I know mine are all frelled up and I wanted to start working with them and see if I can't make me better... anyway, there's an excercise in the book to go to a place of tranquility. Now my place is the place where I met my spirit guides. I went through a guided meditation and you start with a tree, and go from there, and meet your guides. Now, I can go there whenever I want (though I rarely do). It's a nice place with an applet ree and my guides and soft grass, and a waterfall and etc. So, here I am saying hi to my spirit guides - I have a wolf pack, a deer, and a tiger. And I look up in my tree and there is a panther (black jag). So I'm all like friendly and then my tiger, who is really happy to see me notices the panther and FREAKS THE HELL OUT! WTF???? Anyway, once I realize the panther is NOT friendly, thanks to my handy-dandy tiger, I am like Frelled the hell up in real life, right? So I'm looking to see what kinda stones I have that offer protection, and I don't really have any, and then I go take a nap and sleep with my flourite. Anyway, don't know if the panther is still there or not, but I can't go back to that place unless I want to freak myself out. But on the good side, I guess I know that something IS stealing my energy and making me depressed (though that might also be the meds I'm on). Anyway, it was freaky as all hell. So I thought I'd share....
In other, completely, non-related news, It seems I'm under some sort of psychic attack. I don't know who from... kinda weird. I bought a book on chakras at half-price books, because I know mine are all frelled up and I wanted to start working with them and see if I can't make me better... anyway, there's an excercise in the book to go to a place of tranquility. Now my place is the place where I met my spirit guides. I went through a guided meditation and you start with a tree, and go from there, and meet your guides. Now, I can go there whenever I want (though I rarely do). It's a nice place with an applet ree and my guides and soft grass, and a waterfall and etc. So, here I am saying hi to my spirit guides - I have a wolf pack, a deer, and a tiger. And I look up in my tree and there is a panther (black jag). So I'm all like friendly and then my tiger, who is really happy to see me notices the panther and FREAKS THE HELL OUT! WTF???? Anyway, once I realize the panther is NOT friendly, thanks to my handy-dandy tiger, I am like Frelled the hell up in real life, right? So I'm looking to see what kinda stones I have that offer protection, and I don't really have any, and then I go take a nap and sleep with my flourite. Anyway, don't know if the panther is still there or not, but I can't go back to that place unless I want to freak myself out. But on the good side, I guess I know that something IS stealing my energy and making me depressed (though that might also be the meds I'm on). Anyway, it was freaky as all hell. So I thought I'd share....