I use this every other 9 months, it's redic.

[ariel_is_rad]

I'm extremely drained.

Yesterday was the last day of camp summer 07. It was really sad and there were a lot of tears and a lot of the counclers aren't coming back because the suffok y is crashing and burning and there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. I then of course babysat, because that's what my life consists of..and in a half an hour..i'm going to go babysit..again! woopdedoo.

This is like where I vent. Honestly, I can't make decisions if my life depended on it. I really fuck everything up. Some of my friends think i'm better off single because i'm good at it? But then i'm like..how can you be good at being single? You go around, have random hook ups here and there but there is no meaning to them what so ever and then I get depressed because i'm lonley. I feel like a jerk by saying this but when i'm in a relationship for too long I get bored and so if there's anyone out there who can keep me not bored in a relationship give me a call. My mom said any guy that can put up with me has balls. It's so untrue i'm not that difficult.

I can't wait til I leave for cancun, it's going to be pure relaxation and thinking time.