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[ariee200091]

Finally using my journal again and I'm going to be writting exo fics~

Nobody will probably see this but eh, time to redo the journal and clean it up!

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[ariee200091]

HEY HEY DON'T BE SO DOWN REMEMBER HOW MANY COLLAGE UNNIES WE HAVE? FETUS POWER NO MATTER HOW OLD WE GET OR HOW MANY NEW FETUSES JOIN US.

AND LIKE I DIDN'T LEAVE SHINEE BEHIND OR ANYTHING, THEY JUST WENT TO JAPAN, WE NEVER SAW THEM ANYMORE, I MISSED THEM LIKE FUCK, THEN SCHOOL AND RELATIONSHIP LIFE TOOK ME OFF THE INTERNET, AND I CAME BACK AND I JUST WASN'T THAT MUCH IN TOUCH WITH SHINEE ANYMORE AND I HAVE NEVER FELT SO HEARTBROKEN BY A BAND BEFORE(wELL THERE'S DBKS BUT THATS A DIFFERENT STORY) AND THEN I WAS SO EXCITED FOR EXO AND LIKE, I WASN'T EVEN A FAN

I WAS SO NORMAL
I JUST THOUGHT:
before debut: oh wow sm's making a new boyband
teaser 1: oh wow he's talented and handsome!
by teaser 8: oh wow a band with...12 memebers?! but oh wow this is some good music and they're all really hadnsome!
by teaser 14: sm what how many teasers what
teaser 20: OOOOOO I LIKE DIS SONG BUT SM WHAT WHY TEASERS
by what is love: OH MY GOD HOT TIMES AND BEFORE YOU GO HAD A BABY AND WHAT IS LOVE WAS BORN UNF GOOD MUSIC GOOD GOOD MUSIC.
by history: GOOD SONG OMG
MAMA: er... not really my taste!(one week later) oh it grew on me!
my overall opinion on them: 12 handsome guys who make good music

and then i my bf at the time dumped me a day before shinee's sherlock mv and i was so depressed i couldn't even enjoy it for myself tbh. i watched it and like shinee always does, they made me smile, but their comeback was just ruined for me because of what happened and because of school work and never ending stress and arguments and ugh. it was just such a depressing time and then shinee went back to japan. i just want to be crazy over shinee like i was in lucifer days when i woke up at 5am to watch the mv release(okay i did that with sherlock and their live perfs at end year specials but U KNOW) and i spazzed never endingly. I STILL LOVE THEM BUT I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN AND SO I NEED THAT FREAKIN VACATION SHOW AND THEIR COMEBACK BECAUSE THIS TIME I AM READY. And then after i got over my heartbreak and started over new, which was like, mofo july, i actually got into exo, as in like watched their shit and stuff and learned more names and then I JUST COULDN'T HELP BUT LOVE THEM. BUT THEY WERE JUST HOT MEN WITH TALENT HOW DID IT BECOME THIS WAY. HOW.

Tbh i am so scared to leave my laptop because WHAT IF SHINEE AND EXO MAKE A COMEBACK ALTHOUGH EXO IS NEVER COMING BACK BUT I CAN TASTE THAT THEIR COMEBACKS ARE NEAR I AM SO ESSITE I CAN'T ;A;

ALSO WHO IN THE WORLD IS YOUR EXO BIAS I WANT TO KNOW. OH ALSO, before i got into exo(like became a full blown fan) i followed a LOT of shinee blogs i mean around 600 or so, but i started to see a LOT of exo edits and pictures on my dash and i didn't mind since i thought they were pretty cool at the time but when i ACTUALLY got REALLY back to kpop and loved exo i realized my entire dash contained like 60% exo and 40% shinee without me following anyone new. why? ALL THE SHINEE FANS BECAME EXOTICS AS WELL. THEY NEVER LEFT THE SHINEE FANDOM, SHINEE FANS JUST LOVE EXO FOR SOME REASON IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE THEY'RE THE SAME BRAND OF DUMB, HOT, AND GAY ALL IN ONE.