Story: Dirty Desire
Author: ariee200091
Summary: In the SHINee dorm everything is fine except for Minho. He know's Taemin is like a brother to him but why does he feel these twissted feeling of lust for him? It shouldn't happen to him, not now, not ever. But nomatter what he does he can't stop this dirty desire he has for Taemin.
Rating: NC-17
It wasn’t supposed to be this way. He’s so Beautiful oh God, Wait no stop you shouldn’t be thinking like this. Minho thought to himself staring at Taemin who was dancing quickly to the beat of the music in their practice room. Minho was going crazy. How could he dare feel this way? He grabbed his hardening cock and ran to the bathroom hoping nobody would see him. When did he even start feeling this way? He knew Taemin was like a brother to him. Well, rather that’s all Taemin would ever see him as. Why would he ever like me? He’d be disgusted if he knew. Minho sighed and calmed himself down In the bathroom before leaving, opening the door to the practice room that was already ajar. SHINee was practicing for their Japanese debut. Remaking their debut song and learning Japanese was exhausting but Minho was twice as exhausted having to deal with this issue.
The way his hair flew when he made a single movement, the way his eyes lit up when he smiled, entire figure, it drove Minho insane. But of all feelings why was it the worst one of it all? Why did he need to get so lustful over the sight of him? Why did he need to get jealous whenever a single hand was laid on the fragile boy? Minho knew it was love and more over, lust at the same time he felt for him. The only way he could keep from hurting the one he loved was to keep his distance. He tried not to be alone with the boy and avoided any direct contact with him unless necessary for the past month. Minho didn’t know Taemin’s secret though. Deep down inside Taemin was dying away. He always had felt something on the inside for Minho that was more than what he should’ve felt. He always told himself that he needed these feelings to die out so his unrequited love couldn’t pain him anymore. He danced in the practice room when he felt lost or when he wanted to forget something. Like how he wanted to forget his feelings.
The whole thing sounded so damn cliché to Taemin but that’s just the way he was. His hyung was so oblivious to everything. He always showed a tiny bit more affection for him than the rest of the SHINee members and always tried twice as hard just for Minho to realize him even though there was no way he could ever have what he wanted. Minho never knew Taemin sometimes cried himself to sleep at night because of him even though they shared the same room. Every night he got closer to letting out a louder sob but for the past 15 or so days he’s been able to stifle every cry he made. How could he ever love me? That sentence echoed in his mind for days. After hours of dancing, the day turned to night and it was about time to go back home.
“I’m exhausted. I’ll get some sleep as soon as we get home” Key yawned jumping into the van.
Taemin sat in the back seat next to Onew, glancing sadly at Minho. Onew could always tell what was wrong with Taemin. As leader he was always good at telling when something was wrong with his band mates. He knew that Minho and Taemin both had a thing for each other but could never say anything, afraid that the other wouldn’t feel the same way. He didn’t know why he stayed quiet but in silence there was always reason for it.
“Whatever’s bothering you Taemin-ah, I just know things will get better a lot faster than you expect so don’t be so sad all the time ok?” He ruffled Taemin’s blonde locks and Taemin replied with a weary smile.
“Thanks hyung.”
He looked at Onew before gazing out the window, watching the many cars pass him by. Key and Jonghyun chatted and laughed the entire way home, everyone else sat silent until the care finally came to a stop outside their dorm. As key promised himself, he went straight to bed, Jonghyun following after. Onew decided it was best for the two boys to fix their problems and so he also went to bed.Minho trying his best not to be awkward in the atmosphere spoke.
“I’ll take a shower first then you can go. Unless you wanna um go first… that’s ok too…” Shit I’m only making things worse. Taemin quickly responded “It’s ok you can go first…” Minho went to the bathroom down the hall and the door to their shared bedroom made a loud slam. The slam of the door made Taemin shudder and a coldness ran through him. His eyes almost started to water and he was mentally smacking himself for being this way. Crying won’t do anything, if he saw you like this it’d only disgust him more so snap out of it. He sat there on his bed facing the window. His thoughts were all jumbled up and he just wanted to forget them for some time. His thinking was interrupted when Minho opened the door, his fresh scent filling the room. Taemin quickly dashed out of the room with his things and headed to the bathroom not saying a word.
Minho dropped his towel on his bed post. He threw on his tank top and pajama bottoms then sat down. He knew it was best this way. It killed him at night, knowing that the person that was so precious to him was only a foot away yet he could do nothing. He wanted so much. To hold Taemin close to his chest, to kiss his soft luscious lips, to touch him, then make sweet love with him. Not to forget his sick desire to make him beg for it, the desires to make his beloved become wet just by a glance. He wanted to be the one to make Taemin cum all over himself. It all was so close and far at the same time it felt paradox. He always felt cold a night, guessing what Taemin dreamt about after falling asleep. Knowing that he could never be part of that. Taemin came back into the room fully dressed in a loose tank top and shorts. Minho turned out the lights and the two got into bed after agreeing to go to sleep.
Minho closed his eyes in an attempt to sleep. However, Taemin still lied awake. He glanced over to Minho who was believed to be asleep. His sparkly eyes soon filled with tears. He remained restless. He continued to rub his teary eyes when a small noise of him sobbing escaped. He cupped his mouth hoping nobody heard when in fact Minho heard. Taemin tiptoed out of the bedroom, unable to hold it in any longer. Minho knew he was crying but didn’t know what to do. The sound of that tiny cry broke his heart to pieces. Should he ask what’s wrong? Or should he just sit and do nothing? His legs decided for him because now he was walking into the living room. He saw Taemin rubbing his eyes standing in the middle of the living room with tears still falling hard. Minho threw out all his sense away, knowing what he was about to do would waste all the effort to hold back his feelings. He threw his arms around Taemin from the back and held the his small love in his arms.
“Don’t cry anymore…what’s wrong?”
“I…It’s nothing… at all” Taemin sniffed, Still in Minho’s arms.
“It looks like something to me. Tell me.”
“You’d hate me for it.”
“Taemin, I can’t hate you. Not ever.”
“Well, you’d be disgusted.”
“If you don’t tell me what’s wrong I’m not letting go.”
Taemin shook a bit in Minho’s hold. How can I tell him? He’ll be repulsed and never look at me again but I have no choice anymore. His heart beated fast and he felt like he would vomit on the floor. The day he hoped would never come was about to. He kissed his old life goodbye before he finally decided to say it.
“Minho hyung… I’m … In love… With… Yo-“
His sentence was cut short by Minho. His lips met with Taemin’s at last after so long. Am I dreaming? Taemin thought. He melted into the warm kiss that’d he’d been waiting so long for. Minho pulled back and stared into Taemin’s eyes still filled with tears.
“H-hyung…!”
“I’m…. I’m sorry. I couldn’t hold it in anymore.”
“You, …like me?”
“Well what were you going to say before?”
“That I… I’m in love with… You…but, you like me?”
Minho put his hands around his beloved’s slender waist and held him close.
“I’ve wanted to tell you for so long. I’ve been avoiding you because I thought you’d be disgusted with me.
Tears of happiness ran down the younger’s cheeks. He pulled in Minho for a tight hug, arms around his neck.
“I could never be disgusted! I’ve waited for this to happen for so long! It feels like I’m lost in a really good dream.”
“That’s the difference between reality and dreams, you’re already awake.”
The two gazed into each other’s eyes. Minho put his arms around Taemin’s waist and Taemin threw his arms around Minho’s neck, then they crashed their lips together hard. They continued to kiss roughly, and soon their tongue became intertwined. Their saliva mixed in their kisses , Minho pulled Taemin as close as he could until the space between them was at zero. They became hot and the amount of friction was crazy. They stopped kissing for a while and panted for some air.
“I don’t think we should go further just yet…”
“Why?”
“What if I do something you don’t like? My mind isn’t exactly the cleanest.”
“Well then, how about a request? Show me what you wanted to do.”
“Are you sure?”
“Certain.” Taemin whispered quietly into Minho’s ear.
Minho threw Taemin down onto the couch and pinned his arms down to the couch. They were just getting ready to have their fun. They started to kiss each other. It started out soft and passionate but got rough and heated within seconds. Minho slid his hands down the younger’s pants.
“Ahh… M-Minho… don’t tease…”
“You wanted me to show you, so I’m keeping my promise. You’re already wet down there too.”
Taemin blushed deep red and tried not to look his hyung in the face. Hands continued to rub Taemin’s clothed erection and he threw his head back and let out a moan then covered his mouth quickly in embarrassment.
“You like it a lot I see?”
“Ah. Mmm… don’t t-touch there...”
“Then I have a proposal. “
Minho drew his hands back and the loss of contact made Taemin groan. Minho refused to touch the boy back.
“Minho please…”
“Nope. I have a new idea. I want you to touch yourself”
Taemin couldn’t believe what he just heard. Did he hear right? Oh yes he did. Minho asked him to touch himself .
“W-what?!”
“If you do it I have something you’ll really like in store for you.”
“I… oh f…fine….”
Minho took off the younger’s pants and then reached for his underwear.
“Wait…”
“What’s wrong?”
“I don’t want you to see it….”
“Please Minnie?”
“It’s so embarrassing t-though….”
“If you don’t then I’ll probably do something you won’t like then~”
“No…Please don’t look…”
“We can’t go further unless you strip.”
“F-Fine! “
Minho slowly pulled down him lover’s undies to reveal his full erect member. Taemin became embarrassed when he saw his erection slapping up straight agains’t his tummy. He reached a hand down and began to stroke himself. He moaned as he rubbed himself faster, panting and Minho was turned on at the sight before him. Just as he was about to cum, Minho grabbed a string and tied it around Taemin’s member.
“W-wha!”
“I’m not gonna let you cum just yet Minnie. We have so much more to do before that.”
“Ahhh… Ow...!”
Minho flipped Taemin on his stomach and looked at his dark pink colored hole. He took out his tongue and darted it inside Taemin’s virgin hole. The boy let out a loud cry and tried to get used to the feeling.
“AH! No.. please not that!”
“But you taste so good Minnie”
“P-please…”
Minho continued to fuck the boy with his tongue and stroked his ready to explode erection with his one hand, and he squeezed Taemin’s ass with his other hand before taking his tongue out of his hole. He turned the fragile boy on his back again and pinned him down. They continued to kiss rough.
“Take it off.”
“Only if you beg for it.”
“Please Minho… Please let me cum already. Please? It hurts so much.”
“Only because you said so~”
He untied the string from around Taemin’s length and kissed the tip of his cock right before he came long and hard over himself, especially his thighs and Minho’s shirt. He felt embarrassed because he was all wet and dirty with cum now but Minho cleaned it up with his tongue, licking it off Taemin’s thighs. He kissed the boy once more before stripping himself completely of his clothes and ripping off Taemin’s tank top. Minho then took his one finger and trusted it into Taemin’s now red hole. Taemin let out a scream and tears lined his eyes.
“It hurts… It hurts a lot…”
“Don’t cry. It’ll all turn to pleasure soon, I promise.”
Minho kissed away the boy’s tears and gave him a kiss on the lips before continuing. He thrust another finger into Taemin and he let out another cry. To distract him from the pain, Minho placed butterfly kisses on Taemin’s neck and he sucked on one part of his neck, making the skin turn red. He then put in the last finger and it hurt Taemin at first. But it wasn’t too long before it turned to pleasure.
“Ahhh… It feels so…. So good…”
“I told you it would” Minho whispered into his ear.
He then took out his fingers but then gasped at the sudden warmth when he felt a hand touching his length. He moaned in pleasure and then caught Taemin off guard and pinned both his hands to his sides.
“Wait here”
He said and he got up to go to their shared bedroom. He came back from the room a few moments later with a bottle of lube he kept for some time now. He coated his length with it and kissed his love again.
“Are you ready for this? “
“Mmm Yeah.”
With the ok Minho stuck his member up Taemin and he screamed louder than he did when he was being fingered. Tears streamed down his face and to comfort him Minho gave him a hug. He kissed him sweetly this time, filled with love and passion. He started going in and out at a dreadfully slow pace. He went in deeper, trying to find Taemin’s prostate. Sexual desire got higher and Taemin let out a loud moan. Minho knew he found the boy’s sweetspot.
“H-hyung… f-f-faster…”
“What was that?”
“Go faster!”
He quickened up the pace and continued to thrust in and out at a faster pace. Hands roamed all over, mouths collided together making sloppy wet kisses, and moans echoed in the room. The pace all got too hot, Taemin’s walls clenched and both boys came loudly crying out each other’s names. Minho rode out his orgasm before pulling out and collapsing on the couch next to his love. He drew Taemin closer and sweetly kissed his sunshine who was now back to normal.
“That was… Amazing…”
“Yes it most definitely was.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too Minnie… so much.”
Minho picked up their clothes and lifted Taemin bridal style to their bedroom. He threw their clothes on the floor and they both jumped into one bed. Minho kissed Taemin goodnight before they both fell sound asleep. For the first time, Both boys wouldn’t fall asleep cold and alone that night.
~NEXT DAY~
Key was setting out breakfast on the table and Onew and Jonghyun were awake. Taemin and Minho both came out of their room just in time for breakfast . Both boys sat in their regular seats and Jonghyun and Key stared at them.
“Why are you staring at us?”
Key snickered and then responded.
“Well, Taemin! I never knew you were so vocal! With all that screaming you could be the next Jonghyun! “
“WHA! YOU H-HEARD THAT?! OH GOD NO.”
Jonghyun stared down Minho who was now shocked and Taemin continued to cover his face in embarrassment. I can’t believe this is happening!
“And Minho! I never knew you were so dirty minded! I thought Key was the only one with those kinds of ideas! Also Onew knew there was something between you two!”
“Don’t be mad at me! I’m just the old hyung who likes to watch things unfold between my friends!” Onew said.
“Also Minho, We heard you LOVE Taemin!” Key snarled.
Minho wasn’t about to deny what was true in front of his hyungs. He gave Taemin eye contact and they knew that they would show their hyungs they meant business. Taemin got up from his seat and straddled Minho. They started to kiss fiercely in front of their hyungs then they broke the kiss and stared at the rest of them that were wide eyed and in shock.
“Why yes Key, I DO Love Taemin.”
Key ran away to his room screaming of how his son’s innocence was stolen by Minho and Jonghyun was frozen in place but then he slowly got up and went to go join Key. Onew however, disappeared silently. He knew it would all happen between these two boys from the start so it was no surprise. The two boys who were now alone in the kitchen decided to have another round of what they did last night, yes in the
kitchen and on the kitchen table.
"I love you too.” Taemin told Minho back after what he told key.
“Shall we have some fun my love?”
“Why yes, we shall.”
And they had their fun that day, all day and all night long.