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Feel green? I do. I am ready to go, ready to stay, ready to leap off buildings and jump into a stranger's arms. My mind is going a mile a minute. I am breathing too fast and want to live a thousand moments a minute. I can't sit still. I am not even on drugs. I feel as though my life has suddenly exploded all around me, and all of the colors are brighter, the people are deeper, the noise is louder, my emotions are stronger. I feel like doing everything. I just want to live. I just want to explore and love and write and sing and be like the wind. My blood is changing, I can feel it.
I have no clue what prompted this change. Sure, I am about to say goodbye to many of my comforts. I can no longer say "I will do it later..." or "I guess I can try..." Everything is on me now. I have been so unhappy for the past two weeks, and now, suddenly, feel like screaming just to feel the sound in my body. I don't know what is going on.
I think maybe I have lost my mind.
I think I like it.
I have no clue what prompted this change. Sure, I am about to say goodbye to many of my comforts. I can no longer say "I will do it later..." or "I guess I can try..." Everything is on me now. I have been so unhappy for the past two weeks, and now, suddenly, feel like screaming just to feel the sound in my body. I don't know what is going on.
I think maybe I have lost my mind.
I think I like it.