Like water under the bridge
Love how all my entries are at ungodly hours of the night?
I've been having the worst case of cabin fever, but who wants to go outside when it's 100+? I guess that's the tradeoff.
Anyway, I've been nothing far from a bum lately. It's quite depressing. The other day, I was telling my friend, Wayne that I rather be stressed than unproductive. I seriously feel like I have no purpose in life if I'm not in school or working. Instead of complaining, I will enjoy the rest of the weekend with the family.
Other than that...well, things feel so different. It definitely feels like summer, but besides the weather, my mind isn't into summer mode. I feel like I should be working harder, sleeping less, and crying more. I should be chasing boys, getting a tan, and sleeping in with no regrets. POS. I don't want any of this. The taste of masochism.
All this trivial crap is like water under the bridge. At least I can pretend it is.
I've been having the worst case of cabin fever, but who wants to go outside when it's 100+? I guess that's the tradeoff.
Anyway, I've been nothing far from a bum lately. It's quite depressing. The other day, I was telling my friend, Wayne that I rather be stressed than unproductive. I seriously feel like I have no purpose in life if I'm not in school or working. Instead of complaining, I will enjoy the rest of the weekend with the family.
Other than that...well, things feel so different. It definitely feels like summer, but besides the weather, my mind isn't into summer mode. I feel like I should be working harder, sleeping less, and crying more. I should be chasing boys, getting a tan, and sleeping in with no regrets. POS. I don't want any of this. The taste of masochism.
All this trivial crap is like water under the bridge. At least I can pretend it is.