This one is for my parents...
For a good long while I had been feeling preety trashed, depressed, in a funk and really having difficulty trudging through.
All those feelings have gone right out the window. I decided that i wanted to feel something different, something better, and just altogether be more whole and in tune with myself as one witha regard for the different parts of me and what makes me - me.
I really had to be willing to make this change, and recently, I came to that point. It was just too much bein' that way, i couldn't cope with life in the leats.
So I've been getting adjusted to some psych meds and doing a lot better, especially since I had a bit of a break-down not too long ago(end of january). So that's pretty good for me. Also, there's been a distance between me and my family due to me not being willing to get with the program and progress as much as my potential was practically screaming for!
So my parent let me know they were willing to put some of my rent money towards seeing a therapist that has helpdd both of them. Damn, my dad goin to see someone?!?! Unheard of! Heh, this wonderful woman in his life has sure influenced him well ;) I love her so much! I owe her my life! My dad too. I love my family so much, and it's time that I showed them...properly and without any more hesiation.
These road blocks are gone now, and I've taken the first few steps towards who i shall become. It's wonderful, and i'm glad I listened and went to see this lady. She teaches (yes teaches!) ways to cope, relax and heal ones self through mediation and Transitional Hypnotherapy.
While I was working with her, I even decided on a few things I wanted to change in myself besides all that she told me, and there was plenty of room for that sort of thing. It actually worked quite well! I was even able to honestly tell her what I was all about, what my problems were and what I wanted to change. Wow, she's so wonderful and good at what she does! I'm thankful that my parents and her are doing this for me! I'm also very thankful to myself for coming up with the courage and the strength to push forward and do it!
All those feelings have gone right out the window. I decided that i wanted to feel something different, something better, and just altogether be more whole and in tune with myself as one witha regard for the different parts of me and what makes me - me.
I really had to be willing to make this change, and recently, I came to that point. It was just too much bein' that way, i couldn't cope with life in the leats.
So I've been getting adjusted to some psych meds and doing a lot better, especially since I had a bit of a break-down not too long ago(end of january). So that's pretty good for me. Also, there's been a distance between me and my family due to me not being willing to get with the program and progress as much as my potential was practically screaming for!
So my parent let me know they were willing to put some of my rent money towards seeing a therapist that has helpdd both of them. Damn, my dad goin to see someone?!?! Unheard of! Heh, this wonderful woman in his life has sure influenced him well ;) I love her so much! I owe her my life! My dad too. I love my family so much, and it's time that I showed them...properly and without any more hesiation.
These road blocks are gone now, and I've taken the first few steps towards who i shall become. It's wonderful, and i'm glad I listened and went to see this lady. She teaches (yes teaches!) ways to cope, relax and heal ones self through mediation and Transitional Hypnotherapy.
While I was working with her, I even decided on a few things I wanted to change in myself besides all that she told me, and there was plenty of room for that sort of thing. It actually worked quite well! I was even able to honestly tell her what I was all about, what my problems were and what I wanted to change. Wow, she's so wonderful and good at what she does! I'm thankful that my parents and her are doing this for me! I'm also very thankful to myself for coming up with the courage and the strength to push forward and do it!