wow
today kyle, cierr, and i were talking about random thoughts like death and whats after
and i always tend to wonder upon this one thought that frequently pops into my mind but i can never seem to explain to anyone because its one of those things that just dont make sense when you talk about it yet when you think about it, its crystal clear; unexplainable
but i'll give it a go:
i always wonder why i'm me. how i'm thinking what im thinking or out of all the people im ariana? what if i was someone else, if i felt what they felt.
yes it really makes noooo sense but if you've felt that before then it should i dont know
BUT my point is, kyle knew exactly what i was talking about
i was like WHAT! i thought i was weird or something for thinking that.
but i dont know.
then we were talking about heaven and hell
and we discussed death
and what if its like when you fall asleep and you dont dream, except you're never going to wakeup.
and then you leave everything behind
and people are still around doing exactly what you used to do but you're just gone. gone.
and how if theres a heaven or hell, heaven would be VERY CROWDED! haha
and if God is forgiving then why would anyone be in hell?
i think this all came about because kyle was sitting on his ass bored playing with his cell phone calendar and he was like oh it only goes up to 2088
and then cierra said will i be alive then?
and YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh you know how that goes.
and i always tend to wonder upon this one thought that frequently pops into my mind but i can never seem to explain to anyone because its one of those things that just dont make sense when you talk about it yet when you think about it, its crystal clear; unexplainable
but i'll give it a go:
i always wonder why i'm me. how i'm thinking what im thinking or out of all the people im ariana? what if i was someone else, if i felt what they felt.
yes it really makes noooo sense but if you've felt that before then it should i dont know
BUT my point is, kyle knew exactly what i was talking about
i was like WHAT! i thought i was weird or something for thinking that.
but i dont know.
then we were talking about heaven and hell
and we discussed death
and what if its like when you fall asleep and you dont dream, except you're never going to wakeup.
and then you leave everything behind
and people are still around doing exactly what you used to do but you're just gone. gone.
and how if theres a heaven or hell, heaven would be VERY CROWDED! haha
and if God is forgiving then why would anyone be in hell?
i think this all came about because kyle was sitting on his ass bored playing with his cell phone calendar and he was like oh it only goes up to 2088
and then cierra said will i be alive then?
and YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh you know how that goes.