Journal Entry: Enjoyment
I was taken to watch something called rugby the other day. I was a bit skeptical at first since it's a game with a ball that I don't really get. But the final verdict? I loved it. Largely because there were a lot of fights and it was essentially one long challenge between teams. Or maybe the player's butts and the peanut tossing me and Flora were doing had something to do with it. Either way, I had a blast. Though now I want to learn how to control this thing I'm told is called a car. It goes so much faster than any horse I've ever ridden. It was awesome. I'll have to nag Flora or Deacon to teach me.
Finally got to Paris too. That was interesting as well, but...There was more thinking than enjoyment. I have to figure out what to do about Meric. Who knew the past would show up after this long? Gotta talk to a few people I guess. Already tried talking to Zane. It was...Well, let's just say again that I hate being pregnant. I will give him credit though for trying at the end. Though I don't know if we'll ever be as close as some siblings I've seen. It makes me kind of sad, actually.
Maybe I should carve him something as an apology. Since he's the one who taught me how in the first place. I just don't know if I can bring myself to do it.
It's funny how far I've come and yet how little I've accomplished personally.
I actually fear what the future might bring.
Finally got to Paris too. That was interesting as well, but...There was more thinking than enjoyment. I have to figure out what to do about Meric. Who knew the past would show up after this long? Gotta talk to a few people I guess. Already tried talking to Zane. It was...Well, let's just say again that I hate being pregnant. I will give him credit though for trying at the end. Though I don't know if we'll ever be as close as some siblings I've seen. It makes me kind of sad, actually.
Maybe I should carve him something as an apology. Since he's the one who taught me how in the first place. I just don't know if I can bring myself to do it.
It's funny how far I've come and yet how little I've accomplished personally.
I actually fear what the future might bring.