Reconnaissance
Today after classes and having dinner with my college block (hello ii, I love you!) I headed over to my mom's office to study while waiting for her and my sister to finish with the movie they were watching. While trying to read through criminal laws, my head kept going back to the events of today.
I found myself crying.
How sad, in that dark cold corner of the law school, with the door shut, all alone.
Chalk it up to the moodswings, failed recits, everything.
I started lawschool with such big dreams and I didn't realize how easily they'd be shot down.
How ideas go wrong so quickly.
Still, I won't let it defeat me. It's only been the first week.
This is just a small glimpse of the war zone and if I can't take it now, I won't ever be able to take it.
What I'm saying is eventually I stopped crying and got back to reading.
Haay haay. Lead me Lord. :)
- Patricia
I found myself crying.
How sad, in that dark cold corner of the law school, with the door shut, all alone.
Chalk it up to the moodswings, failed recits, everything.
I started lawschool with such big dreams and I didn't realize how easily they'd be shot down.
How ideas go wrong so quickly.
Still, I won't let it defeat me. It's only been the first week.
This is just a small glimpse of the war zone and if I can't take it now, I won't ever be able to take it.
What I'm saying is eventually I stopped crying and got back to reading.
Haay haay. Lead me Lord. :)
- Patricia