This life is way too short
to get caught up and all mixed up.
Yeah, definitely. Tama. :) I've been feeling better lately, about, well...you know, or maybe you don't since I've really only told a few people. Oh but anyway I feel not much need to talk about it. I'm feeling free-er everyday, and I'm happy too. That's new. Or maybe it's not.
ACP today. Wasn't as fun as it could've been, but I felt like what I picked was okay. Hands On Manila is a great organization guys, you should check it out when you have free time. :)
After ACP I talked to my mom about running for EB sa AtSCA, and all that comes with it, and when I say what comes with it I mean those things that last until late in the night and blah. She gave me the go signal. I was surprised that she did. She even said she wanted me to come home even if it finished late and she'd pick me up herself. Oh wows. Joking of course. Still, she's okay. She said if it's what makes me happy. She was concerned about the stress level it might induce though. She told me I should enjoy life while I still don't have to worry about money and other stuff. If this is my idea of enjoyment, then go, that's what she said.
Aww. Is it my idea of enjoyment? Haha, yeah I guess so. I'm sorry I'm not a deep person. Or at least when I articulate myself I don't seem to be. I condense the whole thing into "I think it's fun, try ko nga", when it might mean a lot more, or maybe not.
I'm shallow. :) Oh boy oh boy :)
But honestly, do I think I'm ready for such a thing? I seriously do, but then again it could just be me. Remember Patty, when you though applying for ABMA PoS just for fun was a good idea? Aba, where did that get me?
:)) Well, in a place that makes me suffer, cry, and tremble, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.
So perhaps this isn't such a bad idea. Certainly I'm not doing it just for fun. Or maybe I am, gago kasi ako eh. :)) No, I'm pretty sure I'm not. I entered REC without much deep reason, and look where that got me. I entered Ateneo with little more than "my parents made me" for a reason and here I am. I applied for my course for a stupid reason. Heck, I even joined AtSCA...well, the reasons there were better, but still not the best.
Reasons are overrated.
Sometimes we find the best reasons way after we've done whatever we did already.
Ah. There. Anyway.
Will get to my talecraft story now :)
-Patricia
Yeah, definitely. Tama. :) I've been feeling better lately, about, well...you know, or maybe you don't since I've really only told a few people. Oh but anyway I feel not much need to talk about it. I'm feeling free-er everyday, and I'm happy too. That's new. Or maybe it's not.
ACP today. Wasn't as fun as it could've been, but I felt like what I picked was okay. Hands On Manila is a great organization guys, you should check it out when you have free time. :)
After ACP I talked to my mom about running for EB sa AtSCA, and all that comes with it, and when I say what comes with it I mean those things that last until late in the night and blah. She gave me the go signal. I was surprised that she did. She even said she wanted me to come home even if it finished late and she'd pick me up herself. Oh wows. Joking of course. Still, she's okay. She said if it's what makes me happy. She was concerned about the stress level it might induce though. She told me I should enjoy life while I still don't have to worry about money and other stuff. If this is my idea of enjoyment, then go, that's what she said.
Aww. Is it my idea of enjoyment? Haha, yeah I guess so. I'm sorry I'm not a deep person. Or at least when I articulate myself I don't seem to be. I condense the whole thing into "I think it's fun, try ko nga", when it might mean a lot more, or maybe not.
I'm shallow. :) Oh boy oh boy :)
But honestly, do I think I'm ready for such a thing? I seriously do, but then again it could just be me. Remember Patty, when you though applying for ABMA PoS just for fun was a good idea? Aba, where did that get me?
:)) Well, in a place that makes me suffer, cry, and tremble, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.
So perhaps this isn't such a bad idea. Certainly I'm not doing it just for fun. Or maybe I am, gago kasi ako eh. :)) No, I'm pretty sure I'm not. I entered REC without much deep reason, and look where that got me. I entered Ateneo with little more than "my parents made me" for a reason and here I am. I applied for my course for a stupid reason. Heck, I even joined AtSCA...well, the reasons there were better, but still not the best.
Reasons are overrated.
Sometimes we find the best reasons way after we've done whatever we did already.
Ah. There. Anyway.
Will get to my talecraft story now :)
-Patricia