I'm used to Disappointment
How do I find these guys?
There's a good handful of men I've dated that seem to run into life crises about three months after I start dating them. Is it me? Do I make it worse? Am I a catalyst for creating changes they need to make? Am I just THAT bad at picking significant others?
Ugh.
And every time, I hang on for awhile trying to ride out the wave of crap thats entered their life, and end up giving up in the end because it takes too damn long and I realize I can do much better.
This is an annoying cycle.
Sigh.
Thank god its Memorial Day weekend. Of course, I'm not even going to get to see him. Angels game tomorrow, possibly Lightning in a Bottle Sunday. Hanging out with family and girl friends. I don't need to see him; I have enough to busy my time with. Maybe a visit to LA is in order. I miss that place.
There's a good handful of men I've dated that seem to run into life crises about three months after I start dating them. Is it me? Do I make it worse? Am I a catalyst for creating changes they need to make? Am I just THAT bad at picking significant others?
Ugh.
And every time, I hang on for awhile trying to ride out the wave of crap thats entered their life, and end up giving up in the end because it takes too damn long and I realize I can do much better.
This is an annoying cycle.
Sigh.
Thank god its Memorial Day weekend. Of course, I'm not even going to get to see him. Angels game tomorrow, possibly Lightning in a Bottle Sunday. Hanging out with family and girl friends. I don't need to see him; I have enough to busy my time with. Maybe a visit to LA is in order. I miss that place.