Oct 31, 2008 10:34
"What's that thing they call 'gretchen' now like a 16?"
That is what I was responding to, that's what started the fight again. And truth be told I don't want to fight with you. When we aren't fighting we had a pretty good friendship, just lately the only thing we are doing is fighting. I said I wanted nothing more to do with you because of the reaction you gave to my concern over Derek, who you know I've never liked and always had problems with. When I saw you talking to him and talking about being with him, while he was with another friend of mine, I thought you should know and be warned. I have always hoped you would find a guy who can handle all of your moods and won't let you push him away when you get scared. You do that a lot, and have tried lots of times with me. I finally had to stop and deal with my life. I still hope things will work for you, that you can get happy. I still wonder about your son, and hope that someday you will be able to be with him, and hope that you can have a child that is yours and no one can take. If you want to make comments fine, I'll ignore them. If you actually want to try again, forget what was said, or written, then you have my number.